Looking for me?(:

2009-12-04T14:57:00.004+08:00

leaving to let you be happy, i dont wish to feel so awkward with you.
Certain things i choose to close an eye. I pretended nothing happened, i ignore.
The word TRUST is too big for me to say.
The word WAIT is to long for me to tell, i cant wait any longer.
I cant hold onto this anymore.
You once said something, but i doubt you can do it.
Because there isnt any trust left in us.
I'm really very upset today, it's my fault.

I lost basketball, because of working.
Left 2 more days to reconsider.
I have to leave next year.

2009-11-13T11:56:00.002+08:00

eh hello, you freaking get your ass higher than mine if you can lah. do you think we welcome you? oh please,if you're capable, please please, dont come to our standard. you once scolded me saying im in Normal Acad right? think bout yourself,dont look down on people. you're no better than me, accept the facts. that I have better character, better looks, better skin colour, better brain, and BETTER SMELL. dont harm our health. your smell is just like the smell of my black smelly socks everytime after trainings. smart, then do not retain. if not, keep your fucking mouth shut to yourself.

2009-09-16T20:26:00.000+08:00

Been so long since i last bloggeddd.
So tired know):
I just had dinner with Trina, and we both are damn full:/
Went school at 10 plus, haha.
Yesterday night shortie teached me Geog!:D
Yaaay, i am home so early today! Weee~
But miss her so much cos i'm thinking bout her):
Didnt spend much time with her today, sigh sighhh.
It's so fake that im gonna wait, beause everyone calls me a big flirt.
It is not up to me to decide, all i know is i like you so much. Just that much.
(:

Hm.. I really like the memories.
You are the one that notice me, only.
But i dont want it, really..

2009-09-01T14:01:00.000+08:00

It's raining and i'm waiting for the rain to stop so i can see my Someoneee):
Rain rain, please stopp, i miss her so much. Let me see herrr. )':

Hahaa, i suddenly remember one night, i forget is wheeen.
I miss that night lah lah lahh. I wanna find you again, and ask each other who we likeee.

I pei Someone to airrport on Suuuundaaay!
Kinda caught up with Abby(:
Was waiting for that woman for so long can, ):
Train-ed back with them, dropped at Aljunied.
Bus back to bedokkkk:D

So yeaaah, yesterday didnt turn up for schooool.
Went to find them at 11 am, but they released earrrlyyy.
Met L, Shortie and Charlleneee. Bus-ed to Tamp to find Trinaaa(:
Was playing 'hide & seek' with Trina. LOL.
But me and L alreaady ran out of the shop and went shopping round the mall.
waited for 17 with L, walked off.
Then i forget bout my primary school friends.
Luckily they gave me a missed call, so went to wait for 17 again!!!
Met Teng, Ying, Ariel, Windsor and 'jasmine??' with Shortiee at 109.
Back to FSPS but i didnt went in so slacked at 413 with Short peopleee!
My god my friends actually recognised me, and i cant really remember them.
Jingyuan became prettierrr liaoo, haha!
And ALL of them thought YP is my new one-.-
eew? LOL. okay okay, jokinggg!

I deleted most of the pictures inside my phoneee(:
So many unglams, ugly eh she. zzz.

i.am.afraid.
):
I really dont wish her to go deeper each daaay.
Which we know it's an impossible relationship.
Yet we're doing all these to fall in love. Sigggghhh.

I'm gonna meet L and that Someone soon:D
Miss you like hell okaay):

2009-08-29T01:15:00.000+08:00

OhMyGod!!!! I am tired:\
LOL. I just reached home like less than an hour ago?
I'd been missing school quite a lot of days for this week, okay not really.
Tues & Wed didnt turn up for school, Thurs purposely went in late.
But was kind of sick in the morning. 'FEVER'
Hahaha, thennn was at the sick bay, gosh.
It's so hard to believe Mrs Joseph see me and talked to me yet never really bother bout my hair hair!
I suddenly miss Jiaolian, LOL. Alright maybe it's just that i need to wait till next wed then can see them):
Was suppose to serve suspension today(friday!), but didnt turn up.
Sooo.. do it on Wed? eh shit i cant! There's training!
I just remembereddd! -.- retarded.
Yeaaah then today after schoooool, sent L to the bus stop.
Aiyo gaaay, no fate ehhh! LOL.
But aiya, girls are just a nuisance.
What's the point of like.. Waiting for them righttt!
Find someone else suitable pleaseee, i know it's hard.
Be as flirt as me lah! LOL.
Okayokay, i really had a heart to heart talk with my dearest gay partner.
You'll be my best of the best:D

Hmmm.. After so long, i went into your blog again.
First post, with my name as title.
i feel bad, towards you.
I thought you'd already gotten over.
But, i didnt know the fact.
Still, i will say the same thing, treat me as your friend.
You should know we are over, no use clinging onto this relationship.
Putting on a fake smile.
Just, know that i'll be there as a friend, KAY!!!:D
Text me soon to chat if you want(:

YES! This post without Yingpei's name! LOL.
Okayy, let's seeeeeee......
Continue from sending Laurencia to the bus stoppp.
She missed two buses, yaaay!
Shortie went to my place to ressssttt.
Suppose to meet Gillien, but then she text me that she cant make it.
So we went back to sleep.
I really slept eh, for the second time onlyyyy!=P
Unlike someone, hahaha!
Sent her home, forced her to say who she likeee, omg.
She is finally matured to like people.
Woo woo, CROOKED!:D
Okay, SHHHH!
She asked me to pass her the letter after she tell me who is that girl, and she'll run off.
LOL, so cute.
Went to find her at 11 plus.
Awww, letter so sweeeeet. HAHA.
I'm gonna reply her letter laterrr, i am sleepy.
Goodnight!!!:D

2009-08-25T22:14:00.001+08:00

I am backkk!!! LOL.
oh my god, i feel so piggy today, i ate alot.
My mum lah, she keep take food for me.
When i just wake up, when i reached home, when she cook another dish!
And she suspect that i steal her ciggs-.-
Gosh? i dont even smoke, i steal for what.
Then she now say i sell it.
zzz.
Anyway, who cares man, my mum still. so.. haiya just forgive her then. LOL.
I cab to school to find YP and Charllene todayy, then go Charllene's house.
Then went home with Piglet!

eee, ytd i saw her and i was so unlucky.
FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE LAH. I see you i'm really kind of unhappy.
okay i feel so LAMEEEE! I'm highhhh!
Yingpei talking to me on msn, siaozharbor.
she want a big big vegetablelet, who can buy for herrrr???(:

By the waaaay, i hate people to go to my friends and get close with them.
When we are no longer related to each other.
Would you like it if i purposely go to your good friends.
Can you just go away from my friends.
I know i cant control my good friends, i dont even bother telling them.
Cos i dont wanna watse any of my time talking bout you.
Get it? is it that difficult not to suck down to them and get close to them.
You this girl, i know you're full of motives.
i really hope i'll never hear your name anymore.

2009-08-25T11:53:00.000+08:00

hello, yesterday i blog halfway then my stupid comp go close the window, and it's not saved-.-
Zzz! Haha, hmm Oh yah, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Yingpei!:D
You're as old as meeee. LOL.
Remember, RE-MEM-BER! To be honoured luh!
My first time is with you! For making card and writing down so much stuffs on it.

I loveee Saturday cos Laurencia is able to go out at night!!!
It's the second time thoughhh.
Then afternoon met shortie first, slack till 3 plus meet Laurenciaaaa!
Slacking again, L left. Cycled back home to sleeeep!
Shortie is so heavy although she's short. O.o
haha, 7 plus took bus, reached Holy trinity and L joined us again(:
E!Hub, then downtown. Went to beach, cos we're curious bout seven month!
LOL. Nothing happen laah, so sat down at beach and chat.
ORH HOR, Laurencia! You make shortie so hard to breathe! LOL.
Went highhh, maybe cos we drank a bit.
That's what i'll always be when me and L started drinking.
Shortie was so scared of me cos she say later i'll still be with her!
LOL. Walked sloooowly, then sent Shortie back home.
I am a GentleeeBung okay, always sent you home one.

Sunday! Stupid shorte woke me up, and made me meet her so early!!!
What a nice friend right ME!
Stairs and waited for Trina for alotalotalot of hourssss.
Mac, nothing much.
Walked arounddd, still nothing much.
Dont know where to go, pathetic me!

So yesterday, hmmm....
was late for school):
Oh my god, scare me leh.
I was damn afraid that Joseph would come and catch my fringe but luckily i didnt get to see her!!!:DDD
Faster walked off with L.
Lessonsssss, was boring cos got LA.
Stupid HO was rolling her 'eyes', and she cant do it.
She was rolling her head instead.
But we didnt do much stuffs, was slacking in another room while most of the class is in the lab.
Wanted to find people to chat, but everyone round me, was student leaders.
then Gillien like sian sian so i dont really bother bout talking much alrdy.
My class only Zu Er and Angelica will talk bout relationship can.
What a boring class lah, stupid. All toot toot people-.-
Ended school, me and Jilyn left first cos training's outside school.
HO is forever dragging the lesson, hate it.
Canteen to put bag, asked L and Jilyn out of school to buy cake.
To smash it onto Shortie's face.
Rushed so fast, and yet we waited for the birthday girl kinda long.
Should have walked slowly instead right!
Shortie's so poor thing! Her face is suuupeer OILY!
Then i also kana cos i make Laurencia.
Only Shortie, L, Jilyn and i was playing i think. LOL.
Hugged Gillien cos i stink like hell thanks to the cake.
Butter smell! eeew):
Cab down toooo Bedok cc for training, then 3 of us hugged Charllene!
She screamed till my ears gonna burst :\
Had fun today with them, haha.
But training was tiring, Charllene actually went to calculate the numbers of push ups we did.
Which is 460. Retarded sia she.
Right leg almost cramp when i run fast or jump for the ball.
The first training in bedok cc i also almost cramp!
Ran damn slowlyy, if not leg cramp very pain one leh!):
And i dont know where to wipe my sweat cos everywhere also got cream!
Coach talked to us a bit.
Then Shortie emo-ed all the way.
Feel so tired, KFC with Jilyn shortie annabel and sheridyn.
Left, went home to rest.
Talked on the phone with L, and also waiting for Shortie to text me!
Then finally she sms me!
10 plus some woman called me and said she's afraid to watch the show alone. LOL.
How stupid can she be:D
She tell me smth, she said ' I WANT YOU TO BE THE FIRST AND THE LAST MAAA!'
LOL! I was thinking wrong, and so i laughed and she also think wrongly.
She said she was thinking bout STEAD!
Went to bed after our show end.
I woke up at 7.10 when L called me, then was so late.
Decided to skip school thennn.
Omg, i'm having alot of test papers back today leh):
I passed Science! I failed Chinese-.- LOL.
Only know two tests de resulttt.
Didnt really study leh, howhowhow!
Bet my maths gonna fail cos 11 marks went off.
I spent too much times on those easy questions.
Cos i scared i'll be careless.
Humphhhh!!!
Okay so i'll be meeting shortie at 3 later(:
Yaaay! i miss my teammates. LOL.
I wanna have training with themmm, Shannon, Danni, Ni Ma, Shan Yen, Wei Min, Charllene Jilyn and lastly my good good friend Yingpei!
Juniors too, cos i wanna see the Faith run, her actions are damn cute yknow!
I remembered yesterday i suddenly laughed so loud when i see her do the 'fake' thing.
She cant land her both legs on ground, she must JUMP JUMP JUMP, Jump until she happy then land.
Okay, i post very long today(:
Byebye!

2009-08-21T23:15:00.000+08:00

Wo xiang jiu zhe yang qian zhe ni de shou bu fang kai..
I miss the person in my heart so much now):
sighhh.. I wanna see her.
Can you give me a hug once more,
I feel so great with your arms around me.
& i got the urge to return the hug.
I miss you alot yknow.. stupid woman.

Can't really remember what happened yesterday.
Hmmm.. Oh i remembered (:
hahaha, slacked with L charllene and yp again:D I feel so tired now, and sad!!!
Then evening left, for dinner with my mummy.
Order quite alot of food although there's only the two of us.
Home! And went praying of the festival thingy.

So today never attend school.
Cos shortie also never go, so i'm getting lazierrrr!
met her at tamp before school ends.
To buy presentsss.
I think she waited for me for kinda looong!):
Sorry! Bus back to school, meet L, Jilyn and Charlleneee.
RAn to school cos it was raining, to get my shoe bag.
Had lunch too, CHIONG AH! LOL.
Bedok CC for training, L said we walked like some big gang.
When there's like only 13 of us including L???!
End training then mac with the four blue women.
Left bedok to met Trina at tamp againnn.
She said she waited for me for 2 hoursss, LIKE REAL!
Cos she was listening to some stories, which she thinks it's a torture to her, LOL.
Sent her home for the FIRST time, and i fell down(-.-) for the FIRST time in my secondary school life.
damn it lah, so suey.
Part of it was cos i am supeeeer(!) tireeeed!
Then she said i GongGong one, and like some small kids! HAHAAA.
I'm seriously feeling so tired):
Missyou so much, can you can you can youuuuuu?
Will you will you will you??
I like you for so long already, you stupid.

2009-08-19T23:40:00.003+08:00

i am sleepy.
Didnt reaaally sleep in the afternoon);
Was with L, Charllene and YP after school.
Slack in school, then left.
L and i was talking bout stuffs under her block.
Was kinda serious talk, then suddenly when we talk halfway,
guess what? The wind was damn strong, so, someone's BRA dropped down-.-
laughing like hell man, the loudest laughters we had after so long.
Thanks uh, Bra(:
haha! God, it's so.. zzz!
So we two were talking what if next time we're with our girlfriends and suddenly all these happen.
Thinking so far ahead. Lol.
And we talked alot bout girls.
And decided to continue tmrw before school:D
So i'm meeting her at 6.45 O.o

Went home with YP, she was 'sleeping' inside my room again,
while i was bathinggg. Tmd, she switched off my heater can.
But i not scared of cold, only scared hot! so i dont care!:P
Rest awhile, then at night sent her back.
& i went to grandma place to slack.
Oh! RHYMES. LOL.
Randommm..
Okay, hmm. So i just reach home?
Oh, i suddenly rmb bout the conversation about my class.

WeiTing: where should i sit for Mother Tongue?
Jilyn: Inside your mother's mouth.

Oh man, i heard it with ZuEr, then we two were laughing like hell?
Get the joke uh?
YES! Tmrw samesamesame:DDDDD
LOL. I getting high:D HAHAHA.
Oh oh, yesterday i went mad TOTALLY.
We seriously, oh man-.-
I drank with them, then i dont know where the hell is my phone.
So later it rang, and i thought is some fish that is kinda alive?
And i put it inside the fridge-.-
Ohmygod, i'm so retarded. Funny ah.
Was quite awake, i think around 1 am?
Text those people that msg me.
alotalot msg and missed calls.
And i slept at 3 plus, went school at 8 plus.
I did my test and i was so awake still O.o
My eyes were like O_O during test. LOL.

Hey, i miss you so much..
You filled up my mind.
And i cant stop thinking of you):
Argh, you are so annoying!!!
Miss you you you lehhh. But you dont knoooow.
Nevermind lor, you also dont have to know. cheyyy..

Please lor, you want to protect your junior,
You tell her lah.
You tell me got use is it?
How am i suppose to toy with her when we two are just good friends?
Whats wrong with you man.
Why dont you tell me that you wanna protect Laurencia?
Since she's the bestest friend of mine?
& please, get the damn fact right,
do i look like i like her?
does she look like she like me?
I admit i like her so what, because all of you are making me so pissed off.
Suspecting this suspecting that, gossiping this gossiping that.
Whats the point if i deny i like her?
No point. You people wanna talk bout it, go ahead.
I dont give a damn.
yah man, i like her seh.
damn alot, jealous uh-.-
I like her till the whole school know okay. happy?
what the hell zzz.
make things clear before you talk to me can.

2009-08-16T23:11:00.001+08:00

Hey i know, it'll be hard to get over.
But, it's just something you have to do yknow.
everything's in the past.
I'm sorry that i replied your text.
But all i thought is just be friends..
Do not go back to the past, it really hurts.
But i know i'll never forget about us alright.
Thanks for your beautiful memories, girl.
Get over, okay?(:

So hard, to describe..
Why are you doing this, it makes me love you more.
Miss you, miss your touch, miss your smile, miss your laughters.
Miss everything, especially when we're close.

Was with Shortie today. haha.
Had fun with you okay:D
The world stealing day, she dont want give me her heartttt!!!!
Grrr. LOL. Dinah wanna steal my humour, shortie want my freedom O.o
and M wants my money?! HAHA.
But whenever people ask me, i dont need anything :\
Dinah say want my hair very mafan, must wax here and there. tsk!!!

2009-08-16T12:18:00.002+08:00

I finished cooking yknow! LOL.
Stupid shortie thought i cant cook!:P
But she herself, sighhh. Gone case, dont bother telling! LOL.
Friday didnt turn up for school, yet i went for traininggg.
Met L first then Gillien came over:D
Then 3 mad woman, Jilyn, Shortie and Charllene.
They all were busy buying ice cream though:\
Went back school for traaaining.
End alr then i WASH face, so shortie go round telling people what i use!
Lol! BBT, cab back with them.
At night, dont know who ask me go find her worh!
Then i chiong the letter, walk walk to her house there find her.
She said, she walked out of her house then never see me.
So she RUN back, so after that i told her i at the traffic light,
she walk out again. LOL.
She went HIGHHH, and keep making the car noise-.-
Noisy lah you.
Yesterday i went granny's place at 3 plus, met shortie at 3 plus too.
Then borrowed History book from Jilyn.
Her house to 'study',
For 5 hours?! i think we are sleeping instead horrr.
But i studied for 4 pages. Lol.
Hanru came in then she become sooo quiet!
Went out of the house, granny place to take bikeeee.
Cycled shortie arounddd, she lah.
So heavy still want me cycle for sooo long.
Basketball court slack, twicee.
Almost fell asleep when she's sleeping then someone text me and woke us up.
And she saw a frog-.- LOL retarded mann.
I actually spent 7 hours with the short one :O
haha, then i reach my house at 11 o clockk.
Fell asleep at my living room.
Then woke up at 2.30 i think so i went into my room and sleep.
Suddenly i saw 'Piglet' in my inbox. LOL.
Chat till 3 plus, we finally went back to sleeeep!
Maybe will go and find her in the afternoon laterrrr(:
The Tenth day! haha!
I feeeeel kinda sleepy now, may be due to lack of sleep!
Or busy in the morning just noww.
Argghh miss youu so much yknoww..
Okay i wanna stop hereee:D
Goodbyeee;] heh

2009-08-12T21:54:00.003+08:00

Twelve.
I know you'll be reading, Ys.
It's okay if you wanna text me.
We can still be friends if you want(:
I'm always here as a friend, for everyone including you.
I do need a friend sometimes, thats why i am a friend of yours.
Cheer up babe!

Today didnt really turn out to be a good day for me.
I had 5 injuries today in the afternoon.
So i went to school at 8 plus.
Was damn tired, i didnt really intend to come school.
But i just get my ass off the bed.
Bathe, prepared and i went school.
School was okay lah, thought Gillien would be late O.o
Then Maths, yp was having her recess.
So she told me she was outside my class but when i went out she wasnt there-.-
I went up to third level for maths, then she say she going up,
The kamalia go change class!
So she said we NO FATE! LOL.
Recess, was quite okay:D
After school met Charllene, Yp, L and her Natalie with Gillien, Jilyn and Zu' Er!
Went Mac together, slack slack awhile.
Then back school for study skills.
Were busy throwing socks, we played like siao and create lots of noise.
Time passed fast:D
All our hair like mad woman like that, esp Yp. LOL.
L's hair kana pulled off by En Qi, omg pathetic -.-
It's like freaking fun for today de SS. Gosh.
Basketball with all the crazy peeps.
Played 3 0n 3.
Stupid ball hit my hand and middle finger was swollen like hell.
They said it was pregnant at the wrong place. LOL. w.t.F lah they!
Eunice scratched meeee, and i realize she scratched 3 different sides instead of 1.
I'm on the phone with Jilyn, YP, Annabel and L.

Hey, i dont know why you gotta betray me just for attention.
Get your own damn life lah.
You were the one creating so much troubles for me.
Yet you told me, you know what to do and wanted me to do it.
You think i dog is it.
I even wanted to create a clique to get you join in.
But no, i dont even trust you anymore.
It would be awkward for me to say my PERSONAL stuffs to my GOOD friend,
And you're gonna eavesdrop our conversation.
AND you'll freaking go round spreading rumours-.-
You should know, who you're.

2009-08-11T00:17:00.001+08:00

okay i just gottt back home.
Very hungry can.
I think i got one post, but dunno where is it leh O.o
I feel so tired now.

Eh? Was it yesterday?
Went to fetch YP from her house then to Tamp to find cousin and June.
So went round tamp, so boring lah walaooo. haha!
Then Jilyn cab down, CS waited for Annabel.
So went airport 'study' O.o
Okay i really very lazy to type! LOL.

I had PE today, mr poh pick 12 of us to play dont know what badminton thing leh.
Not that boring, but no close friend to talk to except Zu Er when we're playing!
YP asked me to post 'YINGPEI IS THE BEST'
But like shit like that lor she!
She cant cook one, except for noodles.
Zzz! Short hands, cant really cook i think. LOL.
Alright laaah hmm.. after school stayed back for English thing again.
Met Yp after that. She saw my dog then she saw Sparky.
Spark's taller than her, gosh.
Then go basketball court, no hook how to play hello.
No wonder nobody cannn.
Went to another one, Jilyn came down and played with us.
So after that WENT HOMEEE. Yayyy.

Want to bathe already luh, cos Shortie keep reminding me. LOL.
Like as if she's going to smell me the whole day like that. Tsk/
Goodnight lah!

2009-08-08T23:55:00.002+08:00

Woke up with swollen eyes and feverrr-.-
But it kind of subsided then i put eyes drop lor.
Then June text me. Went out with her.
Had lunch after she cut her hair.
Then went to 217.
I saw Kiki! She's cute, but no hair one, like the owner like that.
Righttttt! haha.
Slacked awhile at stairs.
Stupid Ying Pei make me plan so much to go Tamp find her,
Then end up she needs to go sinseh!
Your stupid knee-.-
Cousin asked me to join her at ahma's place.
Bump onto mummy in the bus oh my gosh-.-
Then i slept in the afternoonnnn, i think? O.o
8 plus went to find pei to collect basketball.
She say want to complain what sai then she see my cousin, she so quiet.
Whatthehell right she! TSK.
Called her, she finally complain to me.
So homeeee:D Yayyy, hehhhehhhh.

i.miss.you.out.of.a.sudden.................................

Oh yah! I suddenly remember what we plan tgt when i'm with Trina!
After Common Test, we're going JB:D
Coolzzz! Lol! But then only the two of us.
Maybe anyone of you can join then tell us! Hehe.
I haven't asked my mummy yet.
Most probably can, cos my bro's over there.
Yeah! haha.
I'm still kinda angry at the team.
What the F luh.
Causing so much troubles, zzz//

It's time, but i just lack of the courage.
I think you would be better off without me.
So why do i have the need in seeing you in another state since you're happy.
I wouldnt wanna spoil your mood or whatever.
So, i'm here to wish you, Happy B'day(:
i'm still in love with you, yet i have to see you leaving me.
It's cruel to me, but whenever you're happy, so do i.
I really hope everything will turn out fine for you:)
Alright baby i'll love you always.
Goodbye.

2009-08-07T21:47:00.002+08:00

Just came homee.
I actually went to school okay! LOL. Most of them are shockeddd!
Was quite okay, but boring in class:\
I just finished cutting my toe nails anywayyy! HAHA.
Then school dismissed, stupid sec 1s say got what shit party.
Party till parkway with senior.
Dont want self train then tell us earlier.
Do you know we will get so pissed off.
Going for training is not our responsible,
It's for your own stamina.
Skills, and future.
Go have some self reflect.

So yeah after school met shortie againnnn.
Played a bit of ball, then went out of school.
Wanted to go bbt, but all of the shops are not open yet.
So 7-11 for drinks.
65-ed, she fell asleep again okay!
Then i cant sleep TSK.
She took my watch back home my gosh, i know you'll miss me lah.
But dont need like that one yknow!
HAHAHA!
So i 65 back to Tamp for movie.
Ticket, then went to have lunch.
We are the poor people:D LOL.
So we shopped around, till 4.15
Watched UP(3D).
Heh! It was cuteee, yay(;
And the ticket cost $13, what the hell.
So we went for dinner, slack around.
Talk talk talk:)
Then homeeee:D
I am tired, i wanna sleep soon manz. Haha(:
Hope thurs Pei can go for movie ;D
Okayyy, i going to rest soon.
Still waiting for my show to start:/

whenever i see you, i just feel like protecting you.
but i rly dont wanna snatch with her.
Although she like you, but you dont.
You'll be someone for me to like, not someone for me.
(: im here for you. Goodnight.

2009-08-06T11:11:00.000+08:00

If i lock my blog, then dont always hack into my account.
Please respect my decision.
I dont wanna have anything to do with you anymore, get this clear.
I really hope we will not be seeing each other anymore.
I'm so fucking pissed off at you, always changing my pw.
And dont always go to my friend to lend their account.
Give me your blessings, i really wanna be happy without you.
For the last time i beg you, alright. Thanks.

So yeah today, was almosttt late. Phew.
If not i gotta serve 6 hours for themmm.
Then after school, we played Badminton.
I played awhile then left, for Teng's dad funeral.
Met Ying first, then we went there together.
Later on, L joined us for awhile.
Left, and slack around with her.
Waited for Ying Pei, so L go alrdy):
Walk walk walk, then this stupid shortie left the shirt at Charllene's house-.-
See lah, retarded! Humph.
So walk back to take, all thanks to HER okay.
Your fault, shortie(;
Then passed by the funeral, had a few words then went off to the bus stop.
We walked for damnnnnn looong okay. Oh my gosh.
I so tired alrdy, then she still so retarded dont want let me rest on her SMALL LITTLE shoulders.
Then she fall asleep on mine.
Say i short somemore, i'm 6 cm taller than you okay!
Walked her back home.
Then i fell asleep for quite long.
Cos i'm seriously very tired.
Now also, eyes like pencil lead like that. ONE line alrdy okay.
Another shortie also, say what meet meet meet for supper, in the end sleep alrdy. TSK.
All short people are annoying:/
Wonder why they sleep so early, yet unable to grow! tsktsktsk
Oh! It's gonna be 1 am in 5 mins time. LOL.
My mum suddenly fry nuggets! :O HAHA!
MUUUUVEEEE TMRW. heh.
But it's after training, so i'll be stinky.
Prepare to faint AHEM. HAHA!
Okay, i want to sleeeep sooooon(:

Gillien Loh, you ah, better get well soon!
if not next time i see you, you get it from me:D
See you, spotty girl ;)

2009-08-05T23:57:00.000+08:00

Late for school.
Actually is meet them for breakfast but i went back to sleep:X
LOL! Then bus-ed to school.
Waited for Bra-der, and then alrdy late.
So we went carpark slack.
Played BlackJack, at first lost, then win then lost all back again-.-
Tsk. L lah, two ace okay! LOL.
RTC-ed, then back to class(:
Recess, some stupid girls dont know how to 'colour' the hair,
then anyhow make until like shit like that!
I have orangeeee hair todayyy. LOL.
Lessons, talk talk talk. Butch butch butch.
End school end school, have lunch have lunchhh.
Then back to school for study skills.
Slack at Cafe first then up for the thingy.
It's not interesting today, retarded tsk tsk.
End alrdy, cab with J to ahma house.
Walk her back to her house then i went backkkk.
Cab home at night. Very tiredd):
OH, MANNN, i did household chores okay.
Anyway, it's freaking tiring.
But i dont understand why housewives are fat :\
Haha, im about to sleeeep soon(;
Dont know why alot ppl like to talk to me until they sleep one seh-.-
What the hell cannn, PANGSEH-ERS):
Yayy, movieeee!
Im watching 'UP' soon:D!
Goodnight Peepz!

2009-08-03T23:43:00.002+08:00

What the hell!
Tmrw got PE!
I hate it man. Need to see that bloody...-.-
Grrr..
I'm like totally POK! today alrdy.
Damnzz yesterday ah, mummy took $50 from me.
Then give ahma $40. So today, jialat man.
My wallet only got 10 bucks. W.T.F
Then today Granny got appointmentttt.

Helloooo, i edit that post le ah. *SEESEE!*
Don't put any blames onto Yingpei/Trina alrdy.
Thanks(:
Opps, i forget to call shortie tonight:X
Lol.

2009-08-02T12:40:00.001+08:00

Awaiting for your message,
to start a conversation.
to ask me if i'm free.
to ask me out.
I wait, alone at home. Not going out in case you're willing to meet me.
Till i couldn't wait anymore, i text you. You took kinda long to reply.
And you didnt intend to reply me, i know.
Okay, i tried asking you out. The answer straight away was No thanks.
I know i hurt you so much. That you're even scared of me now i think.
But i already tried ignoring you during training.
I text you again, i thought you would wait for it to end. Instead, you went back.
Tell me straight then, i don't wanna have anymore false hope.
Whats that hug and kiss for, since you'd already given up.
I am a flirt, i know. But its not easy to get over you.
Do you even know how deeply i fall for you.
I miss you terribly.
Always hoping for your messages, to meet me.
The best solution for me not to think, is to be with you like that night.
Which, i know it'll never come again.
You'd changed, even more than i thought.

2009-07-30T13:12:00.002+08:00

Trina: You're not in school now?! who is the girl? I wanna know the name la. hahahah.

Me: I think you know her! Haha. Don't tell you:P I quit school already.

Trina: Whats her name??! Haha tell me lahhh. And why did you quit school?! Why why why.

Me: I don't want to tell you! Because i going private school!(: i shave my hair!

Trina: Tell me tell me tell meee, i wont tell anyone. Huhh, why you go private school. Isnt sac better.............

Me:You ask my classmates. Haha. Cos i can't stand sac's teacher. Eh you know who is melissa chen?

Trina: Huhh. so sad. Lets go out one day since you're not in sac anymore. Hehe. Err melissa chen from sec what?

Oh, i feel so bad lying to Crow that i quit school. LOL.
I think tmrw during recess if i bump onto her, my ears gonna burst!
And i'm sure i'll laugh like hell to see her face so red.
10.05, i think you guys will hear until my horrible laughters.
And she's gonna meet me on tuesday! HAHA!
When i was like telling her i quit school, then i kept laughing.
Oh man. I'm so baddd!
Okay i am going out soon to meet friends laterrrr.
Will update more once i reach home!;)

edittttedddd/

Sorry.. It's was because i care.
I didn't mean to slap you so many times.
I was harsh.
Still disappointed. Of some other things.
Sigh, i just found out smth again..
No mood le. Goodbye;)

2009-07-29T17:21:00.004+08:00

Gave school a miss.
It's killing me.
Seriously, i can die. Every second, tossing round.
It hurts):
Gonna lock my blog i thinkkk.
Don't wish to let SOME PEOPLE read it.
She's a fucktard.
Should've gone to school today then tmrw dont go!
Friday, crap training again.
Wasn't feeling very well, just in a fear..
Yesterday, accidentally let out my anger on Angelica,
I dont know why.
What a horrible me! sorry friend);

edited//
i feel so tired at home!
& whole day smsing some weirdos.
LOL. People like JUNE-.-!
hahaha. hmmm, I'm still like deciding whether to wait nottt.
But what if nobody accompany me! Tskkkkkk!
tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.tired,tired,tired,tired,TIREDDD):

I just can't bring myself to like another girl.
Can’t believe I had a girl like you,
And I just let you walk right out of my life.
But as long as you're fine with them, i'll be fine with it then.

I'll be happy.. (:

2009-07-27T21:00:00.004+08:00

I dont know anything.
I dont wish to know.
I hadnt eaten anything since morning except for the potato after training.
Wanna make myself hungry but i cant.
My gastric's killing me.
sighhh.
yay basketball i finally get to play during match.
Cos normally i think the female coach dont like me,
she always dont ask me in to play.
i had fun during training to vent out my anger on, the ball.
But after it, i keep take a deep breath and always, tears came down.
Heart gotta feeling that is really killing me.
Im trying my best to get over ys..
Guys, dont have to worry(;
I'm afraid, i'll just break down tmr.
I dont know the reason either.
I'm just kinda sad, heart ache.
Give me a month, i think things will turn back round.
I wouldnt wanna stay like that too, im really hoping HARD..
today's the sixth day, i thought by forcing myself hard not to talk to you,
will make me get over.
However... sigh.
Its been kinda long since someone sat down and had an enjoyable meal with me.
Just me.
Grab me before i fall for other girls. Its hard to move on...

Okay, now i thinkkk i ____ her):
She's so ____:D
And i ____ her just so much, you're adorableee ^^
You'll be the only one to help me, i guess.
I do need your help.
My heart's aching, where are you to help me to get it through.
I will be waiting. For you to give me your hands and pull me up.
Be there for me. I need you.

2009-07-24T22:41:00.003+08:00

Miss Chiew left today..
I was sad, yet i didn't express it out till she step out of 2.3
Tear a bit, and think alot in the quiet class with some of us crying.
She's the first that i couldn't bear to let go in sac.
She's the first that motivated us.
She's the first that made our class did so much.
But she'll be the last for us to cry, because she's really a great teacher.

Alrighttt.. Wait for coach till 5 plus i think.
Watched them trained, sorry that i didn't turn up and make most of you suffer in the trainings.
Shortage of people, it's really tough for you guys.
Then bbt awhile, went home.
Wanted to meet that spastic Iffah, but she's too smelly. Lol.

Why am i staying as the good guy, and not the other way round like before.
I wanna change for the better.
But no one's moving me on.
No one cheering me up.
No one picking me up.
But i dont think, i gotta make it up to her.
I feel so empty today, just for today.
Mum, went gambling again.
And she always get money from me.
Am i even suppose to be the one giving her money instead of she giving me.
no one to hear me out.
I'm, t.i.r.e.d)':
Our status, changed..

2009-07-23T09:57:00.003+08:00

Sunday, when ahma house for steamboatttt.
haha. scare me, she suddenly want the whole family down and she said she wanna tell us smth.
pheeewww.
Then played Blackjack with cousins and our ahma! haha.
Only ahma and i won:P

Monday, at night Granny had an appoitment with the doc, so i went along.

Tuesday, i went down to play ball for an hour, i met the little boy again(:

So ytd stayed back for study skills thing.
Then cab to ahma place again with Jilyn and Ying Pei.
I think thanks to Jilyn that's why i have to waste $$$ on cab okay!
Then, to Jilyn's place, they bought bbt.
Then then then YP's house, Jilyn lefttt.
So we went to play ball until 7 plus going 8 caaannnn.
Shortieeee, really very short(:
Suspensionnnnn);
Thanks to that damn Lopez, buey gam wan is ittt.
Fucker sehh_l_
Don't deny you never pick on me ok, our class got 38 ppl,
im sure at least HALF will agree with it.
Talk to students till so sarcastic, talk to parents act nice nice nia
As a co form teacher, you dont even understand your students well.
Go home and lie on bed forever la.
Look at your damn size, walk also walk so slow.
Dont walk la, stay home let your whoever serve you till you kana disease and faster go hell la.
Be what sai teacher. kanasai.

Some fucking ass, stop asking bout me ok.
You want care, dont show.
You wanna show then ask yourself, do you even have the rights to care.
I dont give a damn bout you anymore siar.
Where the fuck are you when i needed someone.
You freaking go off from my life from the day you stepped out of it.
Im sick and tired of your games.
I dont have the time or energy to play with you any longer.

2009-07-16T22:24:00.005+08:00

Dunno what to blog leh, doing nothing nowww.
oh, mum's coming back home, i think she lost all her money O.o
Poor thing, blame herself for being greedy! Lol
Forgotten to withdraw money to pay for class tee. haha!
And i'm gonna do my Science homework later, maybeee.
If not then tomorrow ask my fellow classmates to help me, heheee.
Okay, i'm like sian can.
I fell asleep again at home when bebe is like just beside me.
HAHA. omg sorry, i am tired whattt.
Got two assignments today ma.
Did i say bout the year book thing related to Danielle's mummy? lol!
If i'm not wronggg, she said she showed her mummy my face in the book,
And her mum said this ' Oh my, what a pretty face. So sweet. '
haha, okay fine i very tired now, so got not much emotionsss.
But i know i was laughing like mad when i read her message.

Ermm, Beeee dont get yourself into this type of ahlians trouble alr
You also not oneee, i want my good girl back, that's what i wished for.
Things, let them be. So what if ppl provokes you.
Just tell me lah retarded, waste your time on those girls that loves to stare stare stare for what.
Meeting outside school is like sec 1 kids always do one lah.
Like me luh, last time. haha, rightttt.
I dont deny that i'm not angry for you.
But what's the point.
She stare, you stare luh.
She do whatever shit, then you copy lah.
She want play with you then you PLAY luh.
I also can join jiejie you all leh!
Omg that Dongping a bit the sot in her mind.
She asked me whether am i a les O.o
And she want to have Blogger, LiveJournal, Facebook and Twitter!
Oh my gosh. haha. Alright, i go create one for her first(:
Goodnight peeps!
Baby, ily^^( i scared she see o.O)

2009-07-14T15:49:00.001+08:00

Didn't attend schoooool, for 2 days):
Got MC, for the first time eh. haha.
I'm going to fetch bebe soon, yay!
After so long, can see herrr.
haha, mannn. I suddenly think of the past :O

Anyway yesterday, got alot ppl go to the doc leh!
Morning, XuePing went to consult($31)
Afternoon, my turn($38)
At night, brought Granny to the doc with my uncle, cousin and mum.($155)
No wonder, be doc alot $$$ earn. Haha!

hmm, i dunno why some people LOVES to comment on some sec 2 girl.
Oh please, what's so wrong with a girl carrying the same COLOUR bag as your friend?
Does your friend own the colour?
Wake up lah, immatured girl.
You're not primary four? or four years old.
You're freaking sec four okay.
Do you like it if i do that to you.
Obviously no.
Yes, it's more childish for the person to go and find you if it's only over a small thing.
But think, it's not the only thing you'd done to make them pissed off.
Even me, what had you done to make me get angry.
Aiya, i'm not so free to be bothered with ppl that loves shouting in school.
This is the 3rd time i heard you went around barking like some damn mad dog.
Do you even know why so many ppl dislike you.
Just grow up, and maybe grow taller before you act like some ah lian.
And please, you've got no rights to say about that G.
At least the person you talked to ytd is so much better than you.
You yourself got rejected so much more times than her alright.
haha, won't name it ALL out lah, if not you'll paisehhh(;

2009-07-12T15:44:00.004+08:00

Happy 16th month(;

Sorry for giving you attitude.

Sorry i couldn't meet you.

Sorry for making you come over when you're having cramps.

But you'll still be my only, (:

Okay i'm damn pissed off with my eyes.

It's like fucking swollen lah-.-

If not i'll not be at home and don't wish to go to the doc.

Fuck siar. tsk.

Yesterday despite having a littleee swollen eyes, i went to find gf.

And she had her lunch with me.

Cos mummy cook, so i ate till full full:/

Then get my aunt's favourite food, and head down to granny's place.

Played and laughed,

at night went to play basketball with my cousin.

But when we started playing 1 on 1, it rained very heavily O.o

So cycled and rushed back.

I did four O' levels question for maths.

Haha, how smart eh! And excuse me MISS NG, it's not MCQ:P

Lol, someone can't do although she's sec 3 and she's in express.

HAHA!

Then wasn't feeling well, so i cab back home.

You know someone wished me Happy 'Fourteen' Months?

So i was like laughing out maddd.

Laurencia Teo's maths seriously suck like hell(:

Brother! Thanks^^

Some people can't teach me what to do,

because you're not as smart as NA students.

Yes i fucking look down on you, bitch.

2009-07-11T00:48:00.005+08:00

I'm blogging! haha. yah lah duh, not blogging then why on blog!
I just came home midnight.
Was a tiring day, but it's fun.
She said i kicked her when i'm sleeping! HAHA.
I missed my damn tuitorial-.-
zzz..
Anyway 12 is cominggg O.o
That's real fast, haha.
Randommmm.. Gillien's coming back to school, woohoo(:
she'll get a 'surprise' from us! Lol.
Oookay i got nothing much to sayyy. let me think firsttt...
oh oh, i got POP POP! LOL.
Went around like scaring people?
But i keep forgeting to play with it.

This week was kinda close with Juneee.
Asked her out and all, slack.
Kana caught by security for smoking, not me is her!
And met Benjamin to buy stuffs for us cos we're still underage. haha.
Let's see when will we be free and meet up againnn;)
Oh yah, some people out there,
i don't wish to hear you guys saying i'm with another girl please.
This is annoying me the shit out-.-

If you ever once cried for me,
your tears are just so fake.
Go find someone else
I'm letting you go, I'm loving myself.
You got a problem.
But don't come asking me for help.

2009-06-27T01:07:00.002+08:00

O.o!!!!
Someone, sent me thissss....

' Hi, you'd just received a parcel from our dearest customer named mrs leng ah pui.
She'd trusted us with our service and it's safely reached your hand.
please take good care of it, because inside is something special, and not everyone can get and feel it!
Are you ready to FEEl it? OH YEAH FUCK ME~~~
ooops, sorry wrong!
this parcel not only contain kisses from mrs puipui, but also, the lots of love and care she'd put in for her dearest baby to feel when she's not around.
I hope you feel loved!
From your dearest mrs pui ah fat, to her chubby hubby, with lots of love and kisses.
MUACCCCCKKKK! :D
Sweet dreams! Iloveyou! '

I think this person ah, the brain got something not right! HAHA.
Anywayyyyy... Today which issss Saturday! Is myyyyy ^PAY DAY!!! ^
$ . $ Heheee!
I'm buying this bike for my aunt's friend!
Oh my goddd, that siao dua neh bu has gone crazy!
' Dua neh bu ' is what i used to call her when i'm only sec 1 O.o
Who ask her boobs so big anyway. Uh ohhhh.. DIE.
I think that was when we just started!
I got goooood memory!:D
I only know whenever i got new friend i'll give them some weird weird names?
HAHA. Ok i am so lame.
school's gonna reopen soooon, and i'll get back to school.
that's so... FINALLY???
Gillien Loh! Dinah Lim! who elsee..
Nobody already, the rest of them useless friend-.-
Okay, i miss you guys man!!!
Anyway, is L back from Genting??? O.o

I'm going out in twelve hours timeee! Yipee.
$$$$$$$$$$$$$
Yes, I'll treat you to Fish & Co!(:
Must love me more luhhh!
But i won't:P
Because it'd just reached the maximum;)
Nights:D

2009-06-20T14:48:00.002+08:00

yesterday was slackkk!
Nobody yeah!:D haha.
but very sian without a butch talking to me bout our feelings.
Instead, guys talking bout girlfriend! lol.
Tampines after that, then saw my cousin there, after that bump onto June-.-
Suey!

Todayy, i'm at Geylang now, going play jackpot soon!
But i wanna pee. wait til i happy then i go gambleeee:P
Lol. i'm gonna be free today and tommorrow, if not work's going to start on monday, tuesday, thursday and friday!
Maybe saturday will be my last day and i'll get my payyyy!!!:DDD
Goodbye(:

2009-06-18T19:05:00.003+08:00

Longggg long never blog. haha.
Been busy working lately.
I asked for off day today to accompany L, and her.
But when i reached to meet her, my line was cut off-.-
Fuck starhub, what lousy service you have.
wth can, everytime when my mum last minute pay, they wait wait wait for 5 days like that, come cut off my line?! zzz.
June's not working tomorrow, nobody buy food for me! haha.
Only Ben and Weijie.
And only Ben, June and i will 'Bio' girls. Haha!
Siew Mai! Dua Pao!(inside joke)

I'm tired, real tired.
Maybe i can say, i'm just working to numb myself.
Make me not to sms you.
And i have $ earn! hahaaa.
My right side fingers are swollen);

And that crow, do not think that that bang from me was just a joke.
I've been hoping to get myself to meet until you, & finally that day came.
Whatever you said in your LJ, don't think it's locked and i can't read.
I'll remember the slap i owe you, for sure, i'll just give it to you.
look out for more hard bang.

2009-05-24T01:33:00.000+08:00

Yeah, i had a shock on friday too.
Didn't know things will turn out well for us.
My mum, even allow you to be mine.
Your dad, yes. but firstly, we got to do well in our studies.
This is the reason why i'm gonna sign up for tuitions.
I'll do well in studies, won't disappoint them, for the sake of our future.
But i just need one promise.
Do not lie to your parents.
He'd lost the trust in you whenever they know you are lying.
All he is asking for are just the truth.
Baby, just do this for me.
I hope you will.

Alrightttt! Today (Saturdayyyy) , i woke up with disappointmentsssss.
More and more things are going in to my ears.
You are still lying to me.
Although your innocent face, got me to believe everything you said and promised.
But, it betrayed my heart.
Maybe, i will tell you that,
i need some time to get over this,
asap, i will stop myself from thinking of that damn shit.
Girl, if you are serious about me,
please do not hurt me.
You're still using me, am i right?
I'm just a fool to let you use, but maybe one day,
this fool will step out of your life.
Love, is smth that is sweet.
To me, every moment without you talking to me,
things came crashing down and my mind made the whole history repeat.
I'm sorry if i did showed you atitude, it was still because,
I Can't Trust You, Anymore. So sorry.

I just realise most of my closer friends didn't really contact me):
YouYou, i guess you'd found someone you like nowww.
And i'm happy for you.
Hope you'll move on.
Don't be silly and like someone for 7 months already!(:
Goodluck:D

2009-05-21T21:30:00.002+08:00

If i love to be alone.
Is all because of you.
Last time, you always leave me alone.
What can i do except for getting used to it?
Yet now you are blaming me.
If you are not able to take it,
Leave.

2009-05-20T19:56:00.002+08:00

el lo el lo???

HAHAHA.

Yo! what what i did yesterday!!!

Only rmb having lunchhh at PastaMania nia niaaa!

OH MANNN. I rmb liao nehxz!

We play aaaarrrrr CHU!

No lah arcadeee!(:

Today go meet YS & L.

While waiting for YS, i played ball myself-.-

Fucking bastard was playing her GROSSEST darling's PSP!

HUMPH!!!

Then then L went back,

So had lunchhh.

Then basketball again.

UNGLAMS!:D

Sighhh.. i wanna go beach.

zzz

Made me so high yet disappointments againnnnnn. urghhh.

2009-05-19T12:14:00.004+08:00

Friends,

may seems nothing to me anymore.

may be my everything.

If only you'd known,

just how many times did you lie to me?

How many times you disappoint me?

Although i text you like nothing happened yesterday.

But do you know how hurt i felt?

If you don't want to waste my time,

please do not ask me to go and meet you yet you got to go.

And i saw you walking slowly.

I thought i found you guys and treated you all as my bestest friends.

But only now, i realise Gillien is my one and only good friend.

And as for the other one.

You too, love wasting my time.

planned to meet, yet you don't want.

I am seriously very tired of your nonsense.

sms me?

Yet,to me, like i owe you fucking billions of dollars?

It is always the same of you making my mood worse.

Love,

about us, i didn't tell anyone.

And we always have quarrels.

I can't even stabilize, anything.

Everything are so weird right now.

2009-05-17T23:56:00.004+08:00

Hehe, i miss you so muchhh.

There's no school for me tomorrow.

Bored):

Planned to go Macs with Angelica, Zu Er, Gillien, & YS for tmr.

And play basketball with L.

I've been playing basketball for 5 days i guess.

Yesterday was quite tiring, cos was with cousin.

& we played for 2 hours.

And morning i played too-.-!

Last few days was playing with YS, even at the arcade. Lol!

Today i woke up quite early and i went down to play alone, for TWICE.

Evening was with Teng Teng!

Then we went Inter togetherrr.

I'm in love.... I love you, BASKETBALL:D

I'd learnt a new ball handling!

Oh, yesterday we bullied a small china boy with my bball!

LOL.

heehee, what else...

Aiya i can't remember much. haha.

): i don't like my fringe..

When are you going to grow...

sigh, pleaseplease.

Can you just treat everyone equally? manz.

wtf is your damn son made of? Gold?

What about your daughter? she's so much better than your son.

Matured, a good girl, a girl that rely on you but not more than your old son.

Why the hell would you even not care her and focus more on that son?

To me, she is made up of DIAMONDS siar-.-

And even my flesh(zzz), i don't even bear to hurt her.

Gosh lah. Look at him.

What can he do except for studying?

To me, he can't even take care of himself for 1 day.

Eh why not you set your girl free and let me to take care of her for the rest of her life.

I'll do so much things just for her.

I'll listen to her. Wait for her to try on the clothes which she likes.

Buy her the things that she likes or needs.

Unlike you, seriously, UNLIKE YOU.

I heard so many things from her.

Even something so cheap and you didn't even wanna buy.

as for your son, whatever he want, you'll get it for him.

Little prince huh?

Even smth that is DAMN fucking ugly, like the jeans?

And so ex. You would rather buy for him, not your daughter.

Your daughter waited for him to try on clothes, yet he can't?

Like as if he's an ice and he'll melt is it?

He said your daughter what, ugly ah?

After cutting her hair?

Please hor, he think he's very handsome? Dashing? whatever shit?

Tell him, there's smth called MIRROR.

Face full of holes. WOW!

Face so big. WOW!

If his sister is ugly, so is he.

Studies good right?

What are GENES?

omg man, heng she don't even look like him.

If not i'll get nightmares everynight when i think of her.

Girl, it's okay.

When we grow up, i'll make your life so much better than now.

I'm sure there'll be no complains at all, from you.

2009-05-13T19:12:00.004+08:00

Yesterdayyy:D

Happy 14th month<3

Hee. We went to BestBestQuality(?) Chicken for lunch.

Shopped!

She bought me a top from Adidas! YAY!

I just realised, she is a normal girl too!

She shop for kinda long, and she tried clothes even longer!

So we went to Down Town,

Then rent bike from workplace,

cycled to the beach and rest.

So we went cycling awhile and went back!

Dinner-ed, went homeee!

Thank you for everything(;

Basketball, basketball.

What can i do?

i tried to prevent my heart from aching again.

I gave you my paper instead of keeping for myself.

Just because of what.

What if i want you to quit that damn fuck shit.

You will, but you won't be happy.

I don't do that too.

Trainings again, i couldn't attend and i have to think so much fuck.

So what if i tell you i'm sad, you can comfort.

But not mend the wound.

So what if i want just your heart.

You're able to give, but not totally.

all i want is just a thing that you can prove.

F.A.I.T.H.F.U.L.N.E.S.S

Are you able to give me that now?

No. you're not.

I do not care whether i do smile or look at girls right now.

Because we dont seems to care anymore.

Once you cut through my heart, i'm sorry i'm not able to trust you anymore.

There are alot of things i wanna know and ask.

I tried not to, just in case i will be upset.

Please, spare a thought for me.

Why are you messaging her once you end your paper instead of me?

I'm staying in school just to wait for you to have your recess.

In the end i just found out smth that really breaks my heart.

Would you like it if i'm in a same cca as this girl, and i'm always talking to her.

Yet i gave you an excuse, IS OUR CCA.

how would you feel.

i'm really really gonna give up soon, i don't want myself to always think about all this things during my exams,

and affect my studies.

And i'm not even good in studying.

Do you know how much i feel like just giving you a slap.

And fight the hell out with her in the canteen.

Just for you? why am i even doing this when you don't care about my feelings.

if you'd read all this, don't talk to me about it.

I seriously, don't want to say any further.

2009-05-10T22:38:00.004+08:00

Hellooo! I am home around 9);
Yesterday, i had mother's day dinner with my granny, mummy, uncle, aunt and cousins O.o
It was so fucking exxx!
Back home at 11 or later i guess(:

Today, i met my bung cousinnn. Then we kinda went shopping together.
I want alot of things from Adidas.):
I love a green and white pair of shoes again,
& a golden and black shirttt); Got many moreee):
Sigh!
My cousin GRABBED my face and showed to her another butch friend-.-!
I bought mother's day present. i think i spent $40+
Haha. quite cheap lahhh. i buy her one handbag, and a ring watch.
Damnnn cute:D
I'm left with $80 for my pig's present(;
I haven't got myself anything for so long.
Not even a single bottle of wax! I eyed on one wax for very longgg):
I want a Fudge badly instead, it's nice to use:D
But $33 per bottle); and only salon sell.
okay, so after buying presents and shopping, cycled back to her house.
Omg i grew taller can. i almost hit the bus stop thing when i was messaging.
Luckily i never stand damn straight if not i will be on the floor while my cousin cycle off ._.
Basketball, match with two guys. we still won although they are older-.-
A-B-C-ed! haha. i was stucked at my right side because i'm left handed,
but i managed to catch up!(:

Alright, i shall stoooop hereee!:D

I miss you so much baby, not able to see you for so long, it's really killing me..
You owe me one BIGGG kiss on tuesday alright!
I'll try to plan on it if i have time.
Most probably will lahhh, but i dunno where to bring you to.
Hope to see your pig faceee soon..);

2009-05-08T23:59:00.001+08:00

haha, i slept for 12 hours. lol!
I went home early, in the afternoon. Then i slept, till the next morning?! wtf cannn.
1 hour paper today, was damn early.
So was slacking in school awhile with NiMa, then class for Maths lesson.
Never even join them, lol.
Got revision paperrrr! Thanks anw.
okay, met ys for present, but i didn't bought mine. cos she doesn't have time-.-
Went to see puppieees, then whitesands to buy her strawberry heart-shape cheese thingy(;
Send her to ahma house block:D Didn't meet Germaine cos was tired and she's at pasir ris when i'm at bedok, can't expect me to wait mah. I don't wait for people, haha. Yep, somemore mummy don't really like me to stay out till night. Home, ordered Mac.
Wow, full. I'm gonna go 'GEOG'-ing to lose my fats mannn.
Yay, last 3 papers next week and i won't be going back school for those activitiesss(:
But i think i'll die at home without doing much things cos all of them are in school);
Can't even be seen nearby school, unless i always hide at the blocks, like some PI? LOL.

Heee.. sorry baby, i don't wanna quarrel with you anymore.
Maybe as you said, time out?
It'll be better for us to think, think of what that lead us to this.
Alright. When we're fine, we'll contact again.
Understand and look through(:
I promise you, we will be back fine because i love you.
Must rmb what i said before okay..=)
Okay, i got to go. Anyway, it's not that i don't wanna reply now.
Just that i'm disappointed in myself, not your fault kay.
I got no face to tell you, so i'm saying it here.
See you soon, on our anni( ;
Goodnight, dearest<3

Could it be the little wrinkle over your nose
When you make your angry face
That makes me wanna just take off all your clothes
And sex you all over the place
Could it be the lil' way that you storm around
That makes me wanna tear you down
Baby, I ain't sure, but one thing that I do know is

Every time you scream at me
I wanna kiss you
When you put your hands on me
I wanna touch you
When we get to arguing
Just gotta kiss you
Baby, I don't know why it's like that
But you're so damn sexy
When you're mad.

2009-05-04T23:25:00.002+08:00

YO MAN!
First day of exams today(;
Martens didn't allow me to take it, but i dunno why when i went to rtc, Mrs 'Arkbar' gave me my paper and i was so happy that i keep smiling. LOL.
I'm not very sure whether can i take my paper 2 tmr not);
Hmmm.. so yeah after school, L and YS went to mama shop.
So L left, had lunch with YS.
She cabbed to Ngee Ann, i went back and changed.
Went to fetch her at Ngee Ann!(:
18-ed to her house and find zy to get her books.
WE FOUND $250! GOSHHH. DAMN HAPPY.
LOL. But my 100 is gone cos i gave my ahma, aunty and mummy money.
I bought Anlene for them. Damn ex cannn.
Then a small bottle of Jelly bean and Kinder Joy for YS.
then my mum shop alot know! until my money almost all gone. LOL.
Cos she keep look at things for damn long so i just put it in the basket.
Cab home and now blogging! I wanna sleep soon, hope i can TOUCH my paper 2 tmr(;
Goodnight!

2009-05-03T11:48:00.002+08:00

My plan today...

Leave house at 1!
Reach Tampines at 2!
Hmmm.. Study till 4?
Buy something from century!
Buy two things from basement!
Go Pasir Ris to get something again!
17 to find her pass her everything!
Then 17 back home again(;

Siannn... you always disappoint me nowadays.
I am so sad. this is the first time i would give you long message.
But what did i get back in return. I thought everything will turn out the other way.
No it didn't. It's okay. I'll try to get used to it, or maybe not giving you anything anymore.

2009-05-02T19:51:00.003+08:00

NAPFA RESULTTT!

Sighhh.. Jilyn told me i'm third in class. what the hell can.
And the second girl's result is 8 seconds difference from mine.
Didn't get into top 10, DUH! LOL.

I'm starting to miss my dearest girl);
I wanna see her, i didn't talk to her much cos today i kept falling asleep, and so did she!
I even fell asleep in front of my comp-.-
While waiting for it to start and sign in for whatever thing, i slept without covering my face.
Omg unglam! Luckily, mum's reading newspaper(;
haha whoever is gonna stay with me next time will get to laugh each and everyday i guess.
I'm kinda retarded as i growwww):
Yay, my hottest babe came back from her piano!:D
Gtg! Bye(;

2009-04-30T22:52:00.002+08:00

Just because of the way you type, you changed everything.
I don't understand you, once again.
Not only your character, but everything.
I seriously don't even know what are you talking.
I really had enough. wtf are you even saying to me? I don't know anything.

2009-04-30T19:40:00.003+08:00

Sighhh);
I am suspended for 2 months from school.
How bored lahhh. Sianzzz.
I 3 weeks never go to school already rot at home le, how you expect me to tahan 2 damn months. No basketball..)':
I shall go and workkk before holiday starts.
They say i can't even go somewhere nearby school, if not i can't take whatever exams and need a transfer immediately. lol.
I still went school to wait for them today.
Yunshan bought me the chocolate cookie from school cafeee. Yayyy.
But hor, she is wait till i say i want one okay. zzz!
Lunch-ed at kfc. We ate alot! I ate 3 pieces of chicken cannn.
Can die knowww.
Wooo, i am bored at home nowwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kk i maybe will update laterrrr(;

2009-04-28T22:37:00.002+08:00

Hee(;
I am tired today. Wanted to give school a miss, but whenever i think of mid year, i'll give up on wanting to skip school.
Was late for school, but the weather's not good so they let the whole group of us off.
Mrs Chong stopped me and got sent to rtc for my fringe-.-
Refuses to cut, cos i know it'll look super ugly.
So sent to GO then had a talk with Miss Teo, sent home cos i prefer doing in a salon, phew..
However... that salon is like a fuck shit.
Bangs you know, & short. zzz.
Wanted to go back school around 12, but don't dare to even go out. Lmao.
Met ys, she tasted my cooking!
It's not nice at all, to me. but my mummy said it's nice! LOL.
Aiya only ys and mum tried. saddd.
I very seldom step into the kitchen and cook 3 dishes okay, haha.
Cos it's very tiring and long :\
Okay, i wanna sleep soon. I'm afraid i'll be under Joseph's category.
Fine, not funny. i didn't laugh :O Alright, nights!:D

2009-04-26T00:03:00.013+08:00

I stayed home today, such a good girl^^

School tomorrow);

I had a very happy talk with *AHEM*

Yeah, 2 weeks. I didn't even quarrel with you, surprising(:

Hope everyday goes go like this past few days ;D

I am getting tired): I slept at 4am ytd knowww.

Opps, no one know! HAHA.

Okay lah, wanna see her tmr. Gotta sleep soon :O(yawn!) LOL.

Alrightttie! Goodnight^~^

okay, she hack into my account and said all this. haha!

I managed to hack into this piglet's acc.

Her password is as sweet as us.

&I'm here to say, I love her alot. (;
I can't help but to think of you, everyday.

Love, J.

2009-04-25T22:53:00.003+08:00

Hello.
Today's a saturday!(:
Granny's place awhile then meet Jean there at..6 plus.
So we took 65, then 3. Had dinner tgt.
My stomach was aching like hell!):
Thank you for 'lying' to me so much huh! Kill youuu^^
I'm kinda missing you nowww..):
Can i meet you tomorrow!!! HAHA.
Anyway, hope you had fun with me today(=
I love you, J.

I am watching ' Seed Of Chucky' It's so scary!)':

Since she's not letting go, i'll be the one instead(;

2009-04-22T21:48:00.003+08:00

AH HA! PUNCH YOU!!!

SO SIANNN=P HAHA

Thinking of boyfriend ah?

Fucker man this comp, lag like shit.

Arghhhh! Anywayyy.. hmm.. what did i do yesterday O.o???

I can only remember my Napfa, haha. Cos it almost killed me.

I ran all the way, without stopping at all. yay.

Still, i wasn't the first few but last few. LOL. With sports girls, so HENG!

Sooo... school-ed today at 8.40(:

Mrs Joseph went to my class again-.- She's like freaking annoying lah.

Keep coming in to our class for what can _l_

Only know how to catch hair catch hair, 2.3 got no panda for you lah-.-

School ended, okay i can't remember what i really did.

Hmmm..18-ed to tampines to buy what pancake(?) with Yunshan

Then walked to T1 & TM for basement food. We are damn hungryyy.):

17-ed back home for dinner, HAHA. I'm growing fattt!

OH! I lose 0.6 kg! And i grew 2 cm!(still very short)

I am 157cm! 46.2 kg! YAY!!!

Eh fucker, i just found out tomorrow got Drama exam, and Oral):

Thanks Erika for reminding me. Goodnight!

2009-04-19T20:34:00.002+08:00

YAYYY(: HAHA.

I will love you more than you love me if you buy me that shirt. LOL.

So yaaah, ytd went out with this sweet little girl.

Her daddy drove us to find Jie Wen at her house. Rich man sheee(;

So her dad drove Marilyn and us to TM.

Bus-ed to grandma's place, cos it's a saturday!

I stayed home today^^

Happily chatting, HAHA.

Byeeebye!

2009-04-17T20:37:00.002+08:00

Oh oh! Yeah, i am soooo... dunno leh.
LOL. I just got back from training not long ago? legs hurts alot you know):
DUH! Ran so much suicides. tsktsk.

I'm meeting that girl again tmr, sending her to her friend's house.(;
I'm supposed to stay over at ahma house, but i doubt there'll be time?
Anywayyy, what i wanna say ah.........
Dunno leh, sigh. I am kinda bored leh leh leh!
YO YO YO peeps!=D
Never answer me?! Okay, crazy-.-

Rmb my words alright, continue with her, last long.
No matter what, our past will be just a history between you, she and me(:
I'll still be your good friend.

baby, i dunno how to open my mouth to tell you everything.
It seems like i am not someone's straight forward.
It's been so long, and i am still hiding it from you and not asking/telling.
I felt, real numb.. I am, i can feel, but not as much.
I only felt it for less than 10 mins, and everything's back to normal.
Last time, i could even think about it the whole damn day of mine.
I really dunno why, you make my life so miserable yet enjoyable..
I can't tell you how i feel. I only tell my heart, hiding from everything that'll hurt me.

Looking for perfect,
Surrounded by artificial.

2009-04-16T23:00:00.002+08:00

Gillen Loh! Cheer up alright.
It really hurts my heart to see you sad.
Because i won't talk to you, as your character you wouldn't like it if ppl asking you over and over again. So what can i do? I don't comfort ppl. Being your good friend yet i can't cheer you up and leaving you alone, i feel real bad.
I just hope everything will turn out fine.
I am also sad right now, but i don't share things with anyone, like the way you do but only blog. Cheer up, GLs(:

2009-04-16T21:31:00.002+08:00

Yo! Yesterdayyy, ys came over to meet me.
School-ed, kana whacked damn fucking hard, bleeded then toilet to wash.
Asshole. Dinah say she even heard the sound when i was whacked by Shafeeka. LOL.
So school ended, tuitorial, then trainingggg~~~
haha, it was tough):
So had dinner with Yunshan, send her back and i went home.

Today, i overslept! I want Dramaaaa):
Last thursday i also never go okay. Saddd..
So i met Yunshan under my block again, and went to our 'secret' place? haha.
After that, she came over to my place and she cabbed home. THAT'S ALL(:

I dunno whether did you even care for me.
If i ask you to find my shadow, can you recognise?
I can, because i'm always with you and noticing you.

2009-04-14T21:21:00.004+08:00

I am a Happy Pig today. LOL.

Anyway, lessons are looong today):

I fell asleep during Literature. The most shiok 'nap' i ever had in school. LOL

Cos they all are watching video, so it's dark.

And the air con aren't very cold. I slept with my legs straight, cos i put it on the chairs in front.

So my head kinda looked up, but i used my hands to cover.

Miss San fucking black ass woke me up-.-

School ended, slack at the stairs. Was abit drunk with L and Gillien.

HAHA. I was laughing all my way, LOUDLY somemore. Like some real crazy shit.

So we left there to the match. We even get our way lost to Anglican-.-

Was climbing up their 'hill' and our legs are damn itchy.

Finally, found our way again and watched the match for 30 seconds. LOL!

Met Dinah and Samantha at Tampines with YS. I get Dinah's present already! (phew, finally?)

Home! Tmr starts school at 8.40! I can sleep late since i won't be fetching her anymore.

Aaaahhh, fuckerrrr, There's Napfa tmr)':

Omg leh, i can't do standing board jump. LOL.

Dinah, jiayou for pull up!(: HAHA.

I shall stop here(: Goodbye.

2009-04-12T20:35:00.002+08:00

i slept early yesterday cos was tired after meeting dua pui and her friend and went home at 11):

Met ys at one. Was deciding to go the EastCoast first or Tampines. So we head to Tampines 1.
It's damn fucking crowded, i couldn't stand it. No reception somemore, what shit is that man.
Eh i never get lost there! LOL. I love the polo shirts there):
Didn't get to go to Top Man, cos we are too cold and wanting to get out of T1.
So we go to century, i bought her two ear studs!(: haha, how niceee am i.
Walao, more like it's her brthday today cannn. UNFAIR):
Dinner at Swensens, damn full lah okay.
haha, got birthday dunno what ice cream thing leh. LOL.
Rejected it because we've got no time to eat and all?
I am suppose to go to ahma place to celebrate, but ys could stay up till 8. So i told mummy i am not going): Thanks ys for today and causing me not able to celebrate my birthday without my family!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ass.

2009-04-10T20:47:00.005+08:00

Was drenched today, hope i won't get sick.
Cos ytd also like that. haha
Badminton-ed, then home to sleep.
Was damn tired cos i slept at 4am yesterday, then SOMEONE kept calling me to wake me up.
Siao can, so early.
I stepped on a snail when i was on my way home, i felt the 'CRACKKK' sound even when i am listening to MP3 and it was the loudest. So slippery, gosh..
Goosebumps.......!

I make fun of my mummy!

Mum: Why you never go Stomp to see those weird weird things?
Me: What weird weird thing? Like you?
Mum: *rolled her eyes at me*

haha, wtf? I was only playing okay then she don't want talk to me! I was laughing to myself. Lol.

I just hope everything will be like the past few days.
You're happy, so am i.
Because love is smth not i want now.
Although i keep thinking about you,
but i dunno why i just don't want you back.
Thank you, but do not waste any of your time on me.
I am not worth it. The game had end.

2009-04-10T01:37:00.002+08:00

Lol! i keep looking at this, then laughed to myself.
My mum gave me a stare too. LOL.
Omg lah, LMFAO!
Eh fucker, my brother bullied me!):

Alex says:
OK MY DEAR SIS...Hmmmm OR SHOULD I SAY BRO????

Why Chinese shouldn't have Christian names:
Anne Chang => Dirty (Mandarin)
Anne Chin => Keep Quiet (Mandarin)
Faye Chen => Dusty (Mandarin)
Carl Cheng => Buttock (Hokkien)
Monica Cheng => Touching your buttocks (Hokkien)
Lucy Leow => You are dead (Hokkien)
Jane Tan => Frying eggs (Mandarin)
Suzie Leow => Lose till death (Hokkien)
Henry Mah => Hate your mum (Mandarin)
Corrine Tai => Poor fellow (Hokkien)
Paul Chan => Bankrupt (Mandarin)
Nelson Tan => Bird laying eggs (Mandarin)
Leslie Tong => Rubbish Bin (Mandarin)
Carmen Teng => Leg hair long (Hokkien)
Connie Mah => Call your mother (Cantonese)
Danny See => Squeeze you to death (Hokkien)
Rosie Teng => Screws and nails (Hokkien)
Pete Tsai => Nose droppings (Hokkien)
Macy Koh => Never die before (Cantonese)

Okay, this was why i laughed!

2009-04-09T23:01:00.002+08:00

haha, hi. Never go school.
met ys first then L followed by Yy.
Supposed to go Tampines to meet Kristy, and her other two friends, Winnie & Chandell?
Some horny shit yeah i heard. Haha. But L couldn't make it, so only left Yy can. tsk.
Told Kristy that we aren't going anymore. Heng she isn't angry at me(:
So Yy and i went to L's place.
Met ys again then got headache, she left at 7 plus bah.
Went back home to rest and took panadols. Mummy said i got fever again!
Heng now i'm only left with flu.

Sorry, i've decided not to give you my post, cos i don't wanna let you know how i feel anymore. Move on without me. Thanks for this 1 year, you've wasted a year of my whole life. I'll still hope you'll delete that ____ just for me. Goodbye.

2009-04-08T21:08:00.005+08:00

You said you'll change, wanted to believe you but i don't see the need in it anymore.
I'm glad i didn't choose to believe anything in you. Because everything of yours is just a lie, your love is nothing but a lie too.
I saw your face, but i gets angry.
Although i might not be used to not having you around.
Although i need people to give me a hug.
Athough it's been so long since you last gave me a call.
Although you're not even here for me at all.
But i'll get used to the life without you. I believe in myself, i can do it.
Maybe it's time for me to let go. After hearing things about you, i didn't get upset and all anymore. I guessed, my feelings are all numbed.
I know you need people to fetch you to school, like how the person can replace me. (:
Thank you for causing me so much things and all this shit i'm going through.

So i was late for school, it's a wednesday-.-!
PE, eh Miss Ng remember i am in basketball!^^ siao.
She is so... petty. wth.
So school end, Abigail came over to my class!:D Saw Trina, met L and i met Yeyeng that damn stupid bunny:]
Tuitorial, Laurencia and Yeyeng waited for me. I guess they were damn pissed off cos Miss Chiew's lesson kinda long. I was busy disturbing almost everyone, including teacher. Haha! Especially my $5 coin thing.

Zu Er: Miss Chiew! Got a $5 coin!
Teacher: haha from which country?!
Zu Er: Singapore!
Teacher: Crazy! *check the coin* WOW Whose is this?!
Zu er: *points at me* Georgina!
Teacher: Bla bla bla.
Me: You want? I sell you for 50 bucks!
Teacher: *stick out her tongue* where did you get it from?
Me: Singapore. *laughs*!
Teacher: *show me those annoyed face & threw that coin at me*
HAHA. 'Old' people also very cute! Got alot more okay.
And i don't see why everyone don't believe about this souvenir.
Lesson ended, i keep calling ' Miss Chiew!!!'
She look at me then i walk towards her with those damn serious face, she like... abit scared like that, then i said 'BYEBYE!' LOL.
Omg i was damn hyper at there. She said i am very active during her tuitorial.
Obviously! I am like so active in class recently.
Science also, the teacher said i bullied small girl cos i took her things.
Eh please she hit me non stop leh! She's the one who bullied me!

Stepped out of school, bus-ed with Laurencia and Yeyeng to bedok inter. Send someone to take her bus. TSKKK. Off to meet Joelle, Ahma and Anqi at Joelle's house nearby to play basketball. Played with some small boys FULL COURT MATCH. I run until can die, gosh.
Blueberry drinks huh? LOL. kind of inside joke?(;
I walked back, i was damn scared i will get lost can.
Bought my mum her newspaper and dinner, i'm so filial! LMAO.
Okay i am so so so tired! I try to complete my Literature graded assignment first.
Always never do, because i got no mood at all. Thanks to you-.-
Byebye people!:D I miss you you you you you! HAHA!

2009-04-07T21:04:00.001+08:00

Wapiang, unglams again! Trina Tan!

I got bullied! They took this damn gay and innocent picture of mine. LOL.

2009-04-07T19:45:00.002+08:00

School! Was quite early? LOL. no lah, just nice bah.
Didn't get to sleep, cos i scared i won't be able to wake up.
And be on time for school. I didn't wanted to go cos it's boring and such a long day!
Lessons, i was 'playing' with Angelica and Zu Er(:
Writing letter and all. Then hor another fat ass(Miss tan) came and sent me to rtc for not doing homework!-.-
Haha, didn't bother explaining cos i'm lazy. So i just went up and complete my workkk!
Siao siar, they only tell me got CAJ, how the fuck would i know-.- Still, never write on board, HOW THE HELL WOULD I KNOW! AND, I wasn't in school, how am i suppose to do when nobody even teach me. Tsk.
Recess! Found the three of them at the cafe! wanted to go canteen but i heard someone shouting my name. haha! So Gillien, Zu Er and Angelica spent today's recess with me^^

School finally ended!(:
I lied abit to Mrs Joseph to try and get my phone back, like so pathetic can.
I didn't failed! HAHA.
Thank you man! i will die without my wife okay):
No alarm, can't send much messages, no music, no everything!

Zu Er, Gillien, Angelica, Trina, Sheila and i went Mac.
Eee, saw HanRu, talk to her very pek chek leh. She love seducing alot. HAHA.
Some of them laughed at her, i think hor, she want act 'sexy' but her eyes only can blink once. LOL. Okayokay, Kristy is talking to me non stop man. Maybe meeting her soon!(:
I never see her before, curious. First sec 1 girl dare to meet me. haha! BRAVOOO! Joking=D
Pictures will be up later!(;

2009-04-06T20:26:00.004+08:00

Hello(:
School today, thought i'll be late one, heng!
Ah gay pangseh me! She never go school! tsk, ass.
Rtc again. Eee! Made me clip up my fringe. LOL. Everyone's laughing when she came to our class and made me do it again. HAHA. omg, so girl.
No more phone): Saddd. Can't sms her.
Bet Trina kept calling my phone. :X Right!
Stop your baby-ing. HAHA.
Went training with Ni Ma, i waited for her for an hour!):
Then went back late, training started, coach not there!=D
Mrs Tay trained us with her big ball. I am so scared when i see her dribble ball.
Like she will hit her stomach sooner or later, she still can turn turn turn.
Ended, met Gillien and Zu Er, they made me wait so long!):
At least 30 mins luh. I wasted 1 hour and 30 mins of my life today. Haha!
Thanks to you 3 huh!(:

I saw you,
Gave you that face of mine,
You screamed at me. :]
I've been thinking of you, but i couldn't text you yet.
Soon alright! Bet you miss me^^

2009-04-05T21:47:00.003+08:00

You said i love her, how bout you?
More flirt than me.
Where are you when i even need someone, you're flirting.
Where are you when i don't have anyone to share troubles with? Still flirting.
I don't see why you have to get a post for that fucking ass.
Since you did this to me first, i'll do more.
You got 1? I got at least 2, i love seeing you suffer without me.
How can i get you back when you cheat on me cos of 3 butches.
How am i suppose to accept you? I tell you, no way means no.
Sorry but i don't love you anymore.

2009-04-05T20:18:00.002+08:00

A girl have been here for me always.
But i don't know why i can't return her back my feelings.
She's nice to me although i treat her badly the previous time.
Indirectly asking for stead hor you^^
1 year warranty. LOL. Good for you, but i really wish you'll last with her(:
I love Laurencia, Abigail and Trina! And ahem=D
You guys are always here for me, thank you.
Abigail, don't sad okay! I am here for you, as a friend:D
Cheer up! She's the fucking loser(: Goodnight!

2009-04-04T14:30:00.003+08:00

If only, you know what'd happened to me.
Just for the past 3 days.

I'll tell you...Why, must you still stay when she's there. Why, must you still talk when you've already said you won't. I've given up, because i'd enough. You never meant your words to me. This will be my last ever time to tell you, what happened. There's smth i really wish to tell you, flirting, you can. Why not? The day i told you, you can flirt if you want, but not in front of me, was how many months ago? I don't wanna see you flirting in front of me anymore if you still love me. I swear i'll make everything, over. And not starting over again, bye and i really wish to be alone.

2009-04-02T23:27:00.004+08:00

Did anyone delete one of my post-.-
Fuck you. _l_
And you, only know how to slit slit slit.
Want slit then don't need to tell me. I wash my hands off you.
It's like, this time round serious liao. I'm kind of tired too.
I don't see why you still bother bout me. I suggest you will just move on uh?
Okay i'm tired. wanna sleep soon.):
My kor kor talking to me on phone and msn. omg, first time i will talk to him bout our family.
Okay, he talked like a gay and sounds so ahbeng one. Maybe just like me ):
I hate you, mrs lopez(:
You are a mother fucking bitch with real 'NICE' figure. So unique, wow.(eeeew)
Goodnight.

2009-03-30T19:18:00.002+08:00

Come home liao.
First thing my mum ask, yunshan yunshan yunshan. zzz.
Was kinda having a heart to heart talk with my brother at the bus stop
Okay lah, at least got one person to hear all my shit out.
Thought today will spend more time with you, instead you left. Wasn't what i think i wanted it to happen. Failed..
Wo zhen me ni de hua ye bu dong.
What happened between us.
Dunno what went wrong, it's the worst. Because i dunno how to solve it either.
Byebye.

2009-03-29T20:42:00.002+08:00

Met Ah Pui today.
Siao one, early in the morning leh.
Bastard. Then we had lunch at kfccccc[:
Then went back.................. LOL.
Brainless ah pui forgotten to take her wallet back and still dare to take cab. O.o
So i waited for brainless ah pui's cab to u-turn back, pass her money then she went back(:
home>home>home>sms>sms>sms>now blogging> then later sleep then later sleep then later sleep then later sleep. LOL. Radio spoil, then later sleep. HAHA. Then wake up, GO SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Byebye lah!!! HAHA. HAHA. HAHA. HAHA. HAHA.

2009-03-28T23:54:00.002+08:00

Doesn't seem to understand you more like the way i always do.
We didn't catch up with each other bout our daily lifestyle.
How much you know bout me today? How much i know too? Nothing much.
Drifting apart.

Out today, supposedly is Bugis with Germaine but was too lazy, so i changed location and all.
Home at 11.30pm? Or later, i don't know.
I'm so bored. B.O.R.E.D.............. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaaaaaaaa~
Siao-.- Okay really bored. meeting ys tmr oh oh!(Finally...)

I ate alot today, okay maybe not really. Cos i see the 'la la' my cousin bought, omg alot of sand lah! I eat already i can die. I'm like eating sand? LOL.
Next time i shall go dig with family members=D It's been a year seen we last went. So saddening! HAHA.
I shall get my 4.5 kg that i lost during fever back soon. I don't like being skinny, neither do i like fat O.o
3 weeks without going to schooool!):
1 week= SUSPENSION-.-
1 more week= HOLIDAY!-.-
Last week= SICK!!!!!!-.- zzz =.=!!!! LOL.
Okay, too high! i want to go rest soonnn, but i'm watching my show!
HAHAHA. Goodnight!!!

Wo zhi dao bu neng zai liu zu ni..

2009-03-26T22:14:00.002+08:00

Cab home alone and met Yunshan at my house.
So, we kind of chat and 'play'. haha(:
I'm still not attending school tomorrow yet, lazy too. Lol.
I got MC for 2 days as my mum required=D
Yaaaay! So i go back on monday?
Sigh, i don't want to go rtc.. I'm really sick of it.
Can't they just let it rest since they can't even change anything-.-
You all can't do any other thing but only tell us not to do it in public what. What else. wtf-.-
You're just wasting my time, your time, everyone's damn time.
Adults are just so lame.
Don't they know we've already become teenagers.
Haiyaaaah, very sian now. April's comingggg(:
Shoo shoo shoo you stupid panda eyes, not me, but Mrs Joseph. lmao-.-
I don't want to see her! I thought pandas going to be extinct soon? Why there's a very old one in my school. Omg, i shall sell it back to China. And let it find it's love. Oh yah, panda are fussy over their mates. I think is other panda(s) won't even pick her as their mate O.o

Aiya, i really hate her lah, that's why i post such a childish post for her. Lol.

2009-03-25T18:21:00.002+08:00

I miss you but i didn't say.
I'm touched of what you did but my tongue aren't moving.
I've got no guts to tell you my feelings.
If you know, i hate to see you wasting money on me. I just want you to text me and understand each other more. I just want that.
Let's make a promise, alright?
No matter where we are, there will be no one else who can replace you or me inside our hearts.
I saw your messages, seeing how much effort you put in to this relationship.
I want to hear you calling me 'dear/baby'. It's been so long.. Although i was with you awhile today, but i didn't treasure. I ask myself, how does you look like. I can't answer myself, because i never even notice you.
i want to see, your smile on your face. I want to see you.
I'm sorry but i hope you'll come back to me.
Without you, i'm nothing too. I've got no reason to tell people why do i live here.
I'll make sure, i'm always the one for you.
Tonight, you'll receive back my reply, because phone's deleting messages.
Remember, i'm here, just for you. My only one(:
Smile=)))) Iloveyou, my dear<3

2009-03-25T18:14:00.002+08:00

School, hall for assembly, then Mrs Joseph sent me to rtc. zzz.
Want come then ask me go lah, i wait so long also never come chee bye.
Fever back again, so i went home. Was very giddy):
Later going consult doctor again, but not the same one, if not i need take blood test!)':
Okay, i'm getting tired. Sigh.. I acted like some cats or old lady. Everytime stay home and rest rest rest yet still tired. Doubt i can go school tomorrow, so i think it's either friday or monday i'll see my dearest friends in school:D
Eh no-.- Some bastard will send me up to rtc and ask ask ask. Lame shit, waste of my damn time. BYE!

2009-03-22T11:58:00.003+08:00

Yesterday night my temperature was 39.7-.-
Vomitted out the water i drank for medicine.
Hope by tomorrow i will be fine, if not i need to have blood test and go hospital):
Appetite wasn't good already, yesterday only ate one bread. haha!
Can go on diet!:D Okayy, i want to go and rest already, very giddy): ): ):

Eh please shut the fuck up lah. You don't want care i never say anything, now keep saying i'm talking to other people. You want give me this attitude then don' talk to me.

2009-03-21T13:02:00.002+08:00

Please do stop asking me things about that fucking bitch anymore.

AHHH): My temperature become 38.5):
Got to consult doctor soon)':
I don't know why, i miss you alot right now.
Stupid, go eat what lunch. I go find you then you know. HAHA!
My mum's friend came over, why her friends all young young one? O.o
Damn aunty leh they all, everytime talk non-stop. I think i can die before consulting a doctor luh! Need wait for that old woman! CHEY.
Okay, i'm happy nowww. (: I love talking to NYS! She's so sweeeeet=DDD
I miss you, you know or nottt): I love you i love you lah!
I want to see you, i miss you alot.. I want your kiss, i want your huggg.

You reminds me of a girl, that i once knew.

2009-03-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

Must she everytime hurt me?
Must she everytime mention her name?
Must she everytime put her as first in her heart?
Must she everytime think of her?
Must she keep on telling me stuffs bout her?
Yes she must, she won't stop it. She never will, because i think, she's always inside her damn heart. And i don't think anymore spaces are left for me. She don't observe me,she kept telling me things bout her only.
I can tell you, you'll make me hate you, one day. Sorry to say that, but i think i can't take it anymore.

I wasn't feeling well, even before training. She don't care much, she don't have me as the first inside her heart 'anymore'.
Maybe, because i didn't tell anyone. i thought i'll be fine after training.I knew i'm going to have fever, because of my eyes. And the way i am, because i gets tired easily, because every single bone of mine is aching like hell.
So training finally ended, left school after 7 pm, send her to inter then buy dinner for mummy. I got no energy to walk home, i rest awhile at my house nearby. A feeling like as though i'm gonna faint soon, (LOL) Because i got no more strength to walk. Finally reached home and found out my temperature was 38.0 So i had 2 panadols, couldn't even rest because my stupid dog kept jumping onto my stomach then almost vomitted): Mum went ahma house awhile, so i was at home alone. Took care of myself. Lol. I am T.I.R.E.D... I hate today. i hate my eyes now-.-! Cos fever makes my eyes swollen. Sigh.. Kay lah, nothing else to blog anymore. YAY, mum's back!
Night (:

2009-03-19T21:37:00.002+08:00

Today, i over slept! For twice somemore):
So i didn't attend Maths thing. Sobbb! So Yunshan kept waking me up! Then went back sleep till 12.40 pm? OMG then i was late so Yunshan came over to my house to see wawa(:
My eyes was red and itchy/pain. )': So school for training, match against bedok north, C' Division won!:D Yesterday match against Woodgrove, C' girls won too. Congrats!

Mum: I regretted for letting her cut her hair.
Girl: No lah, HEN SHUAI AH!
Woman: Don't worry lah, give her more freedom to do what she likes.
Then everyone continue their AUNTIES talk!-.-
Ahhh, i am so tired): Training tomorrow ( AGAIN! )
But tournaments coming uppp! Training with sec 1s are so pissed off): Especially one girl. But today she never come(: Not committed one! LOL. I want to sleeeeep soon! XD

2009-03-18T22:23:00.005+08:00

--, PLEASE FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE AFTER TOMORROW'S TALK. AND WATCH WHAT YOU SAY, I KNOW YOU WANT TO BREAK US UP. YOU CAN, SURE. TELL HER MORE. I request you to stay away from me, and stop contacting me. Being a bitch here doesn't make your negative things go off. So, haha do take note of what i'm saying. You're really CHEAP, to me. Yes i know this will make you angry, but inside my heart, my blood is boiling more than yours. Yes, C.H.E.A.P know what's that? I show you, you go take mirror you see, THAT'S A DAMN CHEAP GIRL. EH NO, AS IN BUNNY. okay cheapo, i'm done. So yah, you want shout? Tmr luh, come. And oh, let me tell you, all this things i said, is you drive me mad. You said yourself's pretty? Oh really? Pretty, yah! Very pretty. Damn pretty until i almost puke whenever i get to see the sight of you eh? I called you cheap ass cause i touch you? YAH OMG SO RIGHT. Go make police report that i molested you please. Come on, we've grown up. Seriously lah, want be cheap then try it on guys. I see how you get fuck, i see how you really suffer. Yes cheap, cause why? LET SOMEONE WHO IS ATTACHED AND TOUCH YOU AH? Got the face to tell the whole world? Come, i post on blog. You want to let yunshan see how cheap you are right? I HELP YOU. I make sure, WHOLE SAC KNOW JUST HOW CHEAP YOU ARE. I told you, when i'm crazy, i'm really crazy. I play games, with girls like you. Welcome.
AND PLEASE RMB TO TEACH YOUR BROTHER BEFORE HE GOES OUT BARKING AT PEOPLE. THANK YOU.

2009-03-17T23:33:00.004+08:00

Didn't sleep at all today, so i was awake like.. damn long. And YunShan sms-ed me.
Talked abit and she asked me to her house and i reached at 11.40? Yah luh sooo... She's retarded, LOL! Because ah, i know she's gonna cook for me and she say she went to bathe-.-! *PENG* So okay lah, NICE leh her noodles(: Got 'iloveyou' on it. My god luhh, so sweeeeeet! I was SHOCKED but aiya you all know i don't show emotions one. LOL. I'm like forever FROWNING-.- Okay so we played in her room. LMAO. She told me the pillow fight was the funnest thing she enjoyed after so many days. She suffocated me can!) = I almost died! Heng my phone was beside me, and i dial for some mental hospital number and ask them to carry her off. 10 people came and they can move her! AAAAAHHHHH! LOL. Joking lah! CHEY. She used body slam which i was like... AIYOH AIYOH, FINDING PAPER TO WRITE DOWN MY FINAL WILL. HAHAHA! Kay lah, i got to go already if not that SUMO going to use butt slam or smth on me, I SCAREDDD. No wonder she enjoys the trip to japan^^ LOL. Kay kayyy, training's tomorrow and friendly's on thursdayyy. Goodnight guys(:

2009-03-17T23:19:00.004+08:00

PEILINNG: hahahaha, i not long hair monster okay, u monster.

YunShan, YAWN! who wanna notice you!=P HAHAHA. Kay laaaah, iloveyouuu<3

Tzehui, Lol?! No lah, this year guai liao, pon school for whatttt. I find it boring, only sleep at home. Haha! See you soon(:

Zuer, Yah, so good kid right, HAHA! Sms-ing lahhh(: See youuu (;

Izabelle, how bout BALLET instead of BELLE? LOL. Spoon you! =P

Dinah, HAHA jieee, your birthday coming leh. MONSTERRR. ROAR. Lol! You stupid FROG!

Germaine, HAHA. Next time laaah): i nowadays not very free? Got training somemore, and i don't know how to go your school/place! Find me daiji?! 1 ON 1?! HAHAHA. come! i wait for you outside school! I never link oneee, very mafan also. We so loving right! Hahaha, jokinggg(:

JingYuan, haha sure sure sure(: Welcome! Any help, just give me a call=)

Eunice, You are which eunice? Wong or Ng? I think is wong, okay HI. yah, i look so sian sian in school right! Chey!

2009-03-16T17:39:00.003+08:00

Ahma emo-ing!): LOL

Yunshan! You're so cuteee!:D

You chubby pig!=DDD HAHAHA!

I miss youuu, so muchhh!);

2009-03-16T17:29:00.002+08:00

UNGLAMS! YEAH TRINA TAN! HAHAHAHA!

2009-03-16T00:41:00.004+08:00

Yunshan met me this morning! But our PLAN failed! LOL.
Thanks to mum-.-! So from 9am to 5pm? My eyes almost closed in the bus while Yunshan is sleeping soundly with my arms around her. HUMPH..): So we took 66 together, she went home i go ahma house faster sleep liao. HAHA.
Ahhhh, three aunties call me AH BOY again!
Oh yesterday i drank one litre of Daisy milk omg, STOMACH ACHE MAN!
Okay, HAHA. YO YO YO!

And i hope some people out there to fuck off lah hor, don't come anyhow tell people rumours in the end act blur ah? zzz. Only know how to kpkb to people and scold peple FUCKERS. Lame_l_
And hor, don't tell me you never tell people, then how so many people thought i did so? Please take a mirror and look how you look like. Cheap ass-.- What i ask you out and just TO FUCK. Please uh, YOU GIVE ME FOR FREE I ALSO DON'T WANT CAN. Zzz. By doing this doesn't ruin my reputation, is you. Go around tell people somemore, you wanna play? SURE I PLAY WITH YOU TIL THE END!

2009-03-15T00:28:00.003+08:00

In case you didn't know, I'll be loving you always and forever. ♥

Loving you makes my heart explode with happiness. ♥
Only you can make my day. ♥
Very sweet smile i ever seen, just from you. ♥
Even though we are apart, my love you will never part. ♥

YunShan, i'll love you till the very end. ♥
Out of my world, i'll die.. ♥
Under the sky, i see you right in my eyes. ♥

YunShan, iloveyou♥

2009-03-14T23:02:00.005+08:00

368 days ago, i met this girl, her name is Ng Yun Shan. I found her, she held the key to my heart. I knew she's the girl i'm finding. I told myself, she's gonna be with me forever. i told myself i'll treat her well. I told myself, i'm never gonna make her sad. I know we went through, everything. Although there are jealousy, misunderstandings and all, but still we love each other. I never wanted to give up on you neither on this relationship, because of everything we'd done. Still remembering, the first time i look into your eyes was in the canteen, walking pass each others. Till now, i will never forget. Till forever, i'll never stop loving you. For the last few months, things happened. Things changed. No matter how much time had gone, i'll never stop loving you, the feelings will never fade. Distance doesn't pull away our love. You control me, my mood, my everything. Together for so long, we've seen through each others' frailty. I was sad during a tussle for the keys at my house, i was thinking, ' should i let you go?'
I'm thankful, for having you by my side no matter what. Everyday, wishing at the point of time you're putting on a smile. Thinking back, i'll smile to myself whenever things reminds me of the times we spent with Laurencia. We went cycling, i ride my bike with you, you were screaming like hell(: At the beach, i tried to push you but ended up with hugging you tight. Your horrible laughters are out always, because you loves to splash water on me. And only until i'm all drenched, you'll stop. Now, Yun Shan, i want to let you know how much i love you, deeply.baby, you're the first, in everything. Thank basketball for letting this sweetest love start<3

Sorry! I only can do 312 words):

But my love is so much more than this!:D

AND NG YUNSHAN ROCKS!=DDDD

2009-03-13T13:15:00.002+08:00

Hi peopleeee(:
Yesterday was my one year with Yunshannn.
Happy one year, dear<3
Out with her from morning till night(: It's been so long since i'm so happy:D
I miss you, girl.. I miss the time with you, but it's still you i miss the most.

Training yesterday, Tough? yeah, quite.
Met Yunshan at bridge thereee, then walk walk walk, met L.
School, for training. Started with running court 5 rounds? Then sec 2s run in the field for 10 rounds without stopping, last round need to sprint. Almost died. lol. 3 man wave and lay up, hmmm.. at first still quite okay but later i couldn't really breathe properly. Old already lehhh. lmao. Then went out with Yunshan, until 9 plus almost 10. Didn't blog yesterday cos i was really damn tired. And i over slept today, despite L & Yunshan kept calling, but i was totally like a pig. I wanted to wake up for alot of times but i went back to sleep. haha. Okay lah, i see whether at night got anything to blog?(: Goodbye!^~^

2009-03-11T20:27:00.004+08:00

School to find Yunshan. When we're leaving halfway, it started pouring.
69-ed, KFC-ed then 69-ed again to Bedok inter, and i went to find mum cos she's over there shopping cos Yunshan needs to go for some graduation. Mum brought me to buy duriannnn.

Uncle: Ah boy!
Me: *continue to sms Yunshan*
Mum: Huh, you calling her? Is girl.
Uncle:HUH?!, sorry sorry.

Omg-.- I have been recognised as a guy for damn fucking long. And sometimes my mum went crazy and admit that i'm her son. LOL.
There is training tomorrow, don't know whether to go/can go or not.
Scared Jiaolian scold/punish me too. Sighhh...
Anywayyy, hope L can go training lor, then i confirm will be going. hehe.

I felt my love for you, it's not able to be describe just how deep it can be. I held you close in my arms, i kissed you on your cheeks. I want the warmth again, from you. I said i will not let you go, and i mean it. It's been one year together, today our 365 days. No matter what, i want you to be my girl. iloveyunshan♥

2009-03-11T04:38:00.001+08:00

Sooo, now is 11th!(:
Nowadays reach home after 12 am, kinda bored leh my life. haizzz..
Due to the suspensionsssss! So i got no school EVERYDAY.
Couldn't sleep nowww, playing with my Haro=DDD
Aaaahhhhh, my tail tail had been cut off)':
Yuuuup, today went back to school to meet Yunshan, but i collected my file and off i go.
Bike-d home(: Met Yunshan under my block again.
Cabbed to Tampines to meet Gillien and T.
Had lunch at Swensens. Played>Chatted>YS took unglams of US):
Mood was totally like fuck, cos someone's mouth is very big.
Yeah, who cares. I'm not so petty. If you aren't my friend, i would have given you one tight slap onto your face i tell you, i hate people betray me.
Ahma house AGAINNNN, then went Geylang with my mum cos she find her friends there. So stayed awhile and i cabbed home.

是我错失的机会...

Tell you why my mood wasn't good?
Before you leave, i was hoping i'll get a kiss from you. But no, you didn't even give when i asked. Wanted to have lunch with you, JUST YOU. No again, you don't want? Find excuses say that today we already had? Fine? I know you're not relying on me anymore lah, it's fine with me.

2009-03-09T01:40:00.001+08:00

01: Th person who tag you is ?

Gillien.

02: Your relationship with him/her ?

Good friends? Brother, sister?(:

03: Your third impression(s) of him/her ?

hmmm...
1)Sociable
2)(IRRITATING!!!!!) LOL
3)Chatty?:D

04: Th most memorable thing he/she has ever done

Always follow me to find Yunshan.

05: If he/she becomes your lover , you will

I only got one lover=)

06: If he/she becomes your lover , the thing he/she needs to improve on

-.-

07: If he/she becomes your enemy ?

I'll die in school.

08: What is it you want to tell he/her now

I miss youuu!!!):

09: What is your overall impression of him/her

*all the positive thingSSSS* haha!

10: How do you think people around you think of you ?

Shortttt.

11: The characters you like about yourself ?

Very gay. LOL.

12:For people you care , say something to them

Goodnight(;

Name at least 5 people who u are going to ask to do the quiz!
1)A
2)B
3)C
4)D
5)E

2009-03-08T14:13:00.004+08:00

I can't live, if living is without you..
I'm missing you so badly now, but couldn't contact you.
You off your phone, you ignored me. What can i do. I want to tell you how much i missed you, but you didn't gave me the chance. Not even my last chance. But maybe, it's better this way for you. Because you'll not get hurt anymore. And not waste your time on me. As people said, if you really love me, you'll be with me no matter what. Not even because of HER. Now, the problem is you. I want to go through everything with you, but will you? No you don't need me at all. To me, all you need is your family. Please do not reply my message anymore since you don't even need me in your life. And me being inside, is just adding on to your troubles and all. So, take care. Goodbye, my love.

2009-03-07T19:36:00.001+08:00

I'm entangled in your life, couldn't get out anymore..

2009-03-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

Bitch_l_

Yesterday stayed homeee, School to pass project then ahma houseee.
Stayed over, cos at home also got nothing to do. Damn hot and cold there cannn.
I kana fever then my AHMA know. hehe. LOL.
Stupid Ng Yunshan, stop making me have moodswing lah!
So the next morning(today) went back to school again. Wanted to cycle there, butttt... I FORGOT TO BRING KEYS-.- Back to ahma house cos NO KEY to go home=.=!
So boliao luh me, go school then go back again. Waste my time. BECAUSE OF YOU LAH! HAHAHA.

YOU, i miss you, but my mood wasn't good.. Sorry..

World, why don't you let us be together instead of tearing us apart.
Just because of this small incident and we've got no more chances?
Maybe not the world, but O__ G__ I__
You've the right to stop us from seeing each other, but not us loving each other.
I want to respect you, maybe not now anymore.
No one will like anybody that breaks couple up. I don't know what to do.
But as long as i'm able to contact her, i'm satisfied.
If i can, i want to bring you to another world without themmm..

2009-03-05T09:08:00.004+08:00

At home now. So boring, nobody to talk to.
Nobody cares, only her, but i can't really let her go on like this. I can't be such a thick skinned person to cling onto her when i've already promised people. But soon, it'll be over. Just wanna spend the first year, and we'll go our seperate ways.
Maybe it's hard, but she gotta move on. Just ended our convo, heart's aching.

'Trust me, i'll not leave you alone anymore. I'll be there for you. I'll go through thick and thin with you, i trust you'll not repeat any of your mistakes anymore.
Nobody is allowed to give up in this relationship anymore, swear!:)'

You're sweet, but it's seems to be a dream for me. Because nothing's true that comes out from you anymore.

2009-03-04T23:10:00.005+08:00

Today, mood totally sucks. Hmmm, ytd too due to some reason yeah.
School, recess, rtc whole day till 3 or 4 plus.
Bastard-.- Can't even attend my maths session thing & training.
Please lah, sec 3 leh you, don't complain say i bully you can-.- I talked to you damn fucking nice and i ask you to leave since everything's over, then you refuses. Now what? Report to rtc say you kana threatened by a sec 2 student? What the hell lah you bitch. Happy now or not? I lost everything, EVERYTHING. The most important things in my life. Now? I'M LEFT WITH NOTHING. Hapy now right? Still fucking dare to ask me what happen? Fuck off lah hor. It's like so damn freaking long ago and yet you wanna rake up. Hey SEC3 girl, wake up please. STOP KICKING UP SUCH A BIG FUSS OVER SMALL THINGS. CAUSING EVERYONE AROUND YOU TO GO COUNSELLING AND GET SUSPENDED. _l_

Went to ahma house once i'm released. Was damn sad/scared/worried/angry when your mum smsed me. While walking back, i was thinking alot. Almost teared when i'm alone. Because of smth i'd promised. But there's no turning back.

And, whoever is not happy with me, confront me. Why? I'm SO troubled already, you want join in is it? Come on, i welcome you. Think because that you're some fuck shit in cca then can 'nag' at me? Sorry but no, if you know me well, you want play hard, i play with you. THIS IS SPECIALLY TO YOU, J. Obvious enough? So smart hor me, in case i kana another bullying case mah. HAHA! Yunshan, you don't apologise to them. We're now no longer that close anymore. I just want Laurencia to be alright, right now.
Gay, i couldn't find you too, contact me soon. Hope you're okay. And sorry for all that i'd done. Brothers forever(:

2009-03-02T21:47:00.014+08:00

LOL. Baby, why are you so retarded?

Hehe, i miss the time when we're togetherrr..):

HUHU~(pig's language) =D
Ohhh, it's 10 pm!): So fastttt!
L came over this morning, such a good brother eh! HAHAHA.
Oh oh oh, at night also cannot say people, she come talk to me liao. LOL.
Yay! She's coming over againnnn(:Yeah yeah yeah yeah! Woo woo woo!
Okay lah, abit too high liao. LOL! HAHAHA. Siao mannn.
Kay! School, Common test, lessons, presentations anddd recess!:D
Left school early, at 1.15 instead of 1.45 cos basketball having semi-final match i guess???

After match, went back to school and became their maid! -.-
Then we self train on set play cos no training todayyy.
Thenthenthennn... Baby went to slack with me awhileee. Rain damn heavy, we're drenched. CHEY! So i had dinner with mummy, so did baby:D
Kay lah, stupid L spamming me on msn i think. I can't be bothered=P
Goodnighttt!=DDDDDD Byeeeee!

2009-03-01T17:21:00.000+08:00

Hey hello hello! My previous post that last sentence is not things that you guys are thinking okay! I will tell you if you ask me lah kay!=D
LOL. Gosh, my mind so clean and yet you all polluted it O.o Somemore one year liao lehhh. zzz.

2009-02-28T19:37:00.004+08:00

HAHAHA, Hello hello!!!
Ytd was quite fun with baby(:
Went to her house and waited for her awhile to get herself changed(:
17-ed to my house and my turn to change.
We decided for damn long where to go, in the end, went to our usual place [:
Had lunch at swensen. Their service sucks, i swear_l_
The manager called baby 'MADAM'. LMFAO!

Supposed to go to ahma house today, but i damn lazy to bathe and all.
SIAN SIAN SIAN AHHH, then never go.
Tomorrow need to buy Gillien's deodoranttt):
I'm enjoying just nowww. Cos i listened to alot of new songs and was in my room restinggg, SO RELAXED=DDD
Baby's having her piano lesson now, i'm waiting for herrrr )=
Dear dear dearrrrr, faster come backkk. Me me me miss you alottt.
And sorry for quarreling with youuu. I love you okay:D
I haven't had my breakfast/lunch/dinner yettt):

12 days more, we're going to have our very first time(;
Breathe gently, let me feel you<3

2009-02-27T20:32:00.003+08:00

That's some unglam at the cafe

I love the person who gave this to me on valentine's[:

My 11th month present O.o

Finally! LOL.

I'm sooo... Upset now. I was damn happy but yah quarrels again.

I thought today would be a day where there'll be NO quarrel(s) at all.

But everything seems to disappoint me.

Yah, nevermind.

School was super slackkkk! Cos only half day:D

But recess was only 30 mins. Not funnn! Still, we can go round the school:]

After school, pissed off at YOU-.-

haha, wow wow wowwww. Don't talk then. Big deal? Hohoho

I go do my own things uh. Bye!

And please don't forget,

WHO'S THE ONE WHO SHOWED ATTITUDE FIRST?

LOOK WHO'S TALKING-.-

2009-02-26T22:06:00.001+08:00

Hi. Can't post sometimes cos of my comp. Sot liaoooo):
Cab to school today cos the bus is coming in 14 mins-.-
Okayyy my maths paper was full of my rubbish. LOL. I don't know how to do ALL.
And my maths teacher came and tell us she's disappointed in us? I think so eh, can't remember. Who cares.
Recess with BABYYYY(: Was great? Cos i love spending it with her.
Class, all the girls around me are BULLIES. They bully me can! Hit me, take my stuffs, and i fucking tell you I HATE PEOPLE TO HIT MY HEAD-.- Especially Laurencia-.-
After schoooool, Macs with BABY, then AHEM in the rain. Sweet eh! HAHA.

2 weeksssssss moreeeeee(:
1203<3

2009-02-24T21:50:00.004+08:00

Wtf. what's wrong with this freaking blog-.-
I got lots of pictures to post can!!! ZZZ.
Fuck the blog mannn. LOL. Kay lahhh.
Ermmm... Ytd and today got pictures for you all, but yah couldn't post it again!
NI MA MA DE. CHEY! Hmm... today got Geog CT:D
I suddenly like geog this year eh, maybe because Miss Tan is damn strict to us?
She's annoying, she'll send you to rtc if you never bring her books. Lame luh!
All my teachers are fatttt!!! Mr Lopez and Miss Tan! LOL.
Okay hi hi hi! Wish me good luck for Lit tmr!:D
Eh wait, haven't say about today!
I came to school EARLYYYY! And recess okayokay lah. I cannot remember. Haizzz.
After school, yah out with HER again:D Had funnnn(:

Yesterday, some fat and skinny RTC teacher came to my class, pulled me to RTC and want me to get my fringe cut and dyed back. So i cut it at 8pm at night. Cos i fell asleep and i rushed to the salon. So, now my hair like kana shave like that. so short-.- Know why? When i went there, my eyes were half closed. And the aunty was talking to me i only replied ORH ORH ORH. LOL. Like what the hell?! It's so ex there, so ugly luh they cut. WHAT THE..
Training was canceled halfway when i was running with YS and L.
Then Cafe to study but we're kinda crazy?! Didn't study at all.
I where got so guai will study one! LOL. Okay lahhh, i need to sleep alreadyyy worhxz! HAHA. SIAOOO. Goodnightttt!(:

2009-02-22T18:12:00.001+08:00

Today's sunday.. I miss you. Haizzz
Anywayyy, yesterdayyy, i became ATTACHED AGAIN. Because SOMEBODY skin too thin, want me make the first move. LOL.
After what i've said yesterday, it's your decision whether to accept or not.
I respect everything you do(: As long as i'm here waiting for you, i'll be there for you.
Girl, iloveyou. Don't leave me anymore, okay?
120308, ily,vm<3
GLY GLY GLY GLY GLY GLY GLY GLY GLY GLY GLY GLY!

2009-02-21T16:40:00.000+08:00

Hello peopleeee(:
I'm bored, got nothing to do, currently viewing jiaolian's blog.
Okayyy, today is my pigpig day. I slept for very long. Yesterday 11 plus fell asleep, until today 2 plus. pig enough. Lol.
Talking to YS, and yahhh. EVEN MORE BORED. LOL. Joking lah!
Going 5 already, suddenly not hungry. Haven't eat yett, waiting for ppl buying food for me. HAHA. no lahhh, i lazy to buy. So maybe at night then eat my dinner yeah.
I'm fatttt): HOHOHO. Crazyy! HAHAHAHA. Omg i'm high, ZI HIGH!

Okayyy, training yesterday. I bet everyone's hands are pain. Cos of the number of push ups we did. The ground is so rough and hot luh. Left leg damn pain, i guess yesterday i used more than 10 plaster. LOL. Okay lah, don't want complain liao, CHAO GAY WORHXZ! GAY DAOOO~ LOL. My mood are always spoil during training, and i don't know why.

My mind's in a turmoil...