Wednesday, December 31, 2008
OHMYGODDDD):
My phone spoillll.
Anybody help me, lend me my N95!
And my mummy borrowed me some stupid phone,
which don't have any colour,
I type one message my thumb hurts!
Fuck lah, school going reopen leh.
Later people see me using that phone how. LOL.
No music all this shit. WHAT THE HELL LAH!!!
Eh did i talk like a bimbo? LOL!
Going send my 2nd wife for repair already):
I will miss her): HAHA!
Yunshannn, don't jealous kay!
I still love you the most lah:D
everything comes to an end at 2:04 PM.
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Went to find baby at 12 plus, reached her house at 1 plus?(:
Cos i went to inter to top up my card.
Can't meet her earlier):
Her reply before meeting me was so slow.
And i suspect something went wrong?
HAHA. Guess what my sweetie did for me?:D
SHE COOKED! Her cooking's damn niceeee:)
I swear i wanna make her my wife. LOL.
Around 3 plus or 4 we left the house and went to bubble teaaaa
Then 17 to bedok inter.
Miss her miss her miss miss herrr):
Can send her to grandma house de leh walaooo.
Fucking idiot seh-.-
Shit shit shittt, got gastric today):
I think only less than 3 times i'd gastric for my entire lifeee luhhh
Oh oh, today ahhh! That 17 bus driver,Drive wrongly leh walao!First time can. somemore second stop only!All the passengers was like EH?LOL! And i saw Joelle with Xiner.HAHA. IM HIGH HIGH HIGH NOW NOW NOW YEAH!Going off:D
everything comes to an end at 9:56 PM.
Monday, December 29, 2008
Yo, late when meeting baby):
Then we went to eat and then to her house for her to changeee
Then to my house!:D
So 5 plus went to inter to buy raw satay and plates all this for bbq!
At Jarene houseeee(:
Very long never see basketballers):
Yeah sooo, took cab there,
can't post pictures because.. Jarene said so? LOL
Lazy to say, anyway it's nothing much too.
And mood spoiled because i no money left for her present/topping up/meals.
Nevermind, heng Marilyn never say don't want share liao.PHEWWW
Maybe i go work for that freak thing? LOL.
But i'm lazy, howww...
I now find it kinda waste of my time/money/energy all this when i went there-.-
Shouldn't have even went there luh walannn.
haizzz, IT'S ALL TOO LATE
everything comes to an end at 10:15 PM.
TIRED TIRED):TOMORROW HAVE TO WAKE UP AT 10PLUS):HOW HOW HOW):CAN'T SLEEP!):BECAUSE I SLEPT TOO MUCH TODAY.Eh? now is monday already):Scared i over sleep leh.Need to pass Marilyn's present to baby tomorrow after her trainingggThen go home sleep? LOL.Maybe she going for the basketball bbq.So i shall stay at home aloneeee, maybe with my bro.Later he eat all the chocolates from baby to M de how!He ate all my chocolates which baby bought for me in malaysia):I don't even bear to eat can-.- nabei.
everything comes to an end at 3:47 AM.
Sunday, December 28, 2008
HI! Yesterday i slept less than 3 hoursss):
Then 6 plus wake up and fetch baby to school(:
Go home rest for2 hours? And find baby after her training:D
So we walked to her house and waited for her to bathe finish.
Then 85 to eat, we both damn hungryyyy):
Went my house awhileee, then E!Hub to shop for present, then to Whitesands
Went back my house again to leave the present thereeee.
Mummy asked me down to grandma house cos got pasarmalammm:D
Took 66 with her:)
AHHH, miss her so much nowww):
Nowadays, we like getting more and more loving/sweet to each other:D
YAY! Maybe is because
nobody interupt our life anymore(:
TODAY, I slept for 14 hours. LOL.
Dear, don't scold me pig ah!:D
Is all because of who ah??? YOU!
Then 5 plus going grandma house againnn(:
I miss the pasarmalam too.
I miss you even moreee):
12 more days to your birthday!:D
15 more days to our anni(:
iloveyou, ngyunshannnn(:
everything comes to an end at 4:31 PM.
Friday, December 26, 2008
Soooo, went to vivo yesterdayyy
Met Gillien Kaya Roti there(:
Nice name right,
by YS and ME!
Okay lah, not bad. Shall consider to go there next time with babyyy horrr:)
CHRISTMAS TREE!
SHE LOOK LIKE PIG,I LOOK LIKE MONKEY.LOL
GILLIEN KAYA ROTI.LOL
AIYOH, SI LIAO SI LIAO
KANA SQUASHED BY TWO PUI EH.
LOL.
I know my face abit the... Dont know what to say
Anyway, is kana forced one. So, very ugly(:
Okay lah, everytime also ugly.
After playing that water,
i was WETTT):
Baby went to my house after thattt, then 9 plus go homeee(:
YEAH! Fun right! HEHE
Oh, so todayyy, met L to cycle againnn.
Tomorrow also! But hor, we doing other stuffs^^
Don't anyhow think hor! TAOYAN MAH~
bi says:
anw gtg babe!
bi says:
oh shit dont let g know i call you babe
bi says:
later she kill me
Callyyy, how can like that huh!
haha!
Ahh, baby going wedding tonight):
I miss you like fuckkk.
Hope to see you tmr kay(:
Yay, i got to go too! GOODBYE EVERYBODYYY(:
everything comes to an end at 4:57 PM.
Thursday, December 25, 2008
(by yunshan[:)
G! Merryyyyyyyyyyy Christmas!
This is the first christmas we're celebrating together!:D
Although our plans always don't work out
(BECAUSE OF THAT LAURENCIA TEO!HAHA!),
Like the beachh plan, christmas plan and everything that Laurencia always back out;
but it's alrightttt, i'll still make it enjoyable for you. :D
With me ALONE:P Let's do manymanymany things todayy!
Remember what you promised me :P Hahahahha!
See you later! :D
Please allow me to go toilet at 8pm. LOL.
I want to do manymanymany things with you.
Baking,Bowling,Choosing clothes for you,Go to those places that we'd never been to,Shopping,Photo taking,Play with water,Kiss you,Hug you,Cuddle you,everything.
And last but not least,
i want to make you know you're important to me:D
And i'm sorry for those times when I make you angry,hurt,sad,jealous.
I'm sorry for those times when I doubt you, restrict you.
I'm sorry for those times when I need to go home early.
I'm sorry for those lonely nights you'd been through.
I'm sorry for making you cry and spoiling your mood every night.
I'm sorry for wanting you to change for me.
I'm sorry. &
I♥You.
Merry christmas!:D
everything comes to an end at 11:13 AM.
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
haha, finally dye back my hair todayyy(:
Then met L near Fengshan, to cycle.
Then cycled to our crush's house there.
We go find her girl first then mine. LOL.
Sms-ed babyyy to come down and meet us:D
Too bad worh, your coconut cannot come down!
Next time go find them again kay kay kay!:)
Lombang YS,
omg, not only you scared, im scared too
Kept screaming, i scared i'm turning deaf. LOL
Ate at the bubble tea AGAIN
And they played the fishing game AGAIN.
YAY, christmas tomorrow.
Going Vivo and Marinaaaa.
Actually going out with L, Gillien, maybe Trina or Germaine de.
But L suddenly said she can't go, so cancel luh!
Can spend time with my pig anyway!:D
missmissmissmissmissmissmiss HER!
SEE YOU:)
everything comes to an end at 8:42 PM.
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
HEH HEH HEH! Laurencia Teoooo(: HAHAHAHAHA!
You also got unglam leh! LOL.
omg. don't scold me.
Haha, so today... went out with them again?
Met under my block, then walk to inter.
Text zy because my gay brother misses her alot. haha!
So went to meet her cos my baby's house also near there mah(:
Somemore can let L see her:D
Then took bus back to inter againnn, haizzz. EAT EAT EAT.
Go L's block,
her brother very guai lan leh. i want hoot him can. LOL
Somemore so rude, 7 years old only!
Then we go bubble tea, walao they damn lame can.
Play the fishing thing-.-
HAHA, I never join them hor!
I rather play arcade than wasting money on that leh.
haha! While playing or eating or drinking or whatever,
L and i started LEH LEH-ing. LOL.
Then babyyy joined to LEH awhile LEH! LOLLL.
See, want find girls, don't find those serious type one!
They don't know how to entertain us.
I'm so lucky that i found her pleaseee(:
So, she followed me back to buy dinner for my mummy,
she have to leave very soon after going my house for awhile luh):
Ahh, iloveyou lahhh Ng Yunshannnn(:
Your blog your blog your blogggg:D
Won't disappoint you anymore kayyy!
haiz, look like copy one meh..
Just because of all that, i checked through the whole damn dictionary,
to find words better.
And yet, your thinking is that i copied..
everything comes to an end at 9:30 PM.
Monday, December 22, 2008
Yay, went out with my brother Laurenciaaa, and Yunshan!:D
Okay, it's fun but tiring(:
Before meeting them, very pissed off-.-
They can't meet each other one leh walao.
Then i need to go down to their house there to meet them?!
JUST TO TAKE YS SKIRT FROM L.
And then take 17 back to bedok inter with them for Macs. walao!
Eh seriously, at that point of time i really want to punch you two leh! LOL.
Saw Trina at Mac, busy snatching food from her. haha.
she claims that this picture of her very cute.
Quite unglam you know. LOL
Eh gay! Don't anyhow kiss leh!
But i don't mind taking your first kiss away(:
HAHA
ME!:D LOL.
No comment(:
Wait, i don't like my hair-.-
okay done. haha!
Then go my house, while walking, L and i played hiding away from her!:D
YS so cute, everytime walk then talk to herself when nobody's beside her.
Because we went hiding. LOL
If there's no reply from us,
she'll turn back and say: 'EH?!'
Start to look for us.
L and i can't stop laughing whenever we squat down and heard her 'EH?!' sound.
HAHAHA!
Okay, back home!:D
Took basketball, and off we go!
I really no more stamina.
Played awhile only then breathless liao. LOL.
Go back to put the ball, that PIG just lied onto my bed and sleep.
So i told L i send her to the bus stop, leaving YS alone at my house.
See, Gay! i treat you so nice. haha!
:D
Took photo with her, cos i must be nice to her today!
She said i'm very different today leh.
More ROMANTIC and SWEET!
Thank you thank you! hahaha(:
Sleeping time!
Hi baby, i had lotsss of fun today(:
Credits goes to you alright:D
My 3rd day is up, on 23rd.
Decision is made.
I tried not to talk to any girls except for those that's related to me.
I can lose them, but not you.
I can live without them, but not you.
I never put on a smile for so long, only when you're with me.
With you around, i'm always contented.
Because of you, i have the courage to move on each day of my life.
When you're not able to be with me, i felt emptiness within myself.
No matter how intractable the problem is, you're always here to help me.
I said i won't leave you, i kept this promise to myself.
Still remember, whenever i'm meeting you, i'll feel so jittery.
You control my heart, whether to pump fast or slow.
It's yours, i gave it to you.
Before i met this perfect girl, you can see me so lifeless.
You joyed to my world, and bring me round.
Sometimes, i may get miffed, is because i care for you.
After so many things that happened, our love are true.
Believe me, nothing could break us up.
Alright? If you're not prepared yet, don't worry.
There's still time for you to think.
Take your time, i'll be waiting for you, and your answer(:
I will never forget how your fingers caressed on my face:)
ily,vm<3
everything comes to an end at 11:12 PM.
Sunday, December 21, 2008
haha, yay! Remember?
First image from you leh. Damn sexyy:D
I like this the most(:
it's inside my heart, mind and this comp for more than 7 months? haha! Miss you miss you miss you so muchhhh): 3 days, give me 3 days. i'll not talk to other girls. Be prepared for everything.
Yay, going skate park with Sufie and his other 2 friends at bedok inter to play with our Haro!:D Er.. then my grandma and cousin ask me go ahma house to eat the tang yuannnn(: Reached there at 4 plus as i promised my cousin. haha! Then go homeeee:) So bored bored boredddd):
Eh i found another job! LOL
everything comes to an end at 2:53 AM.
Saturday, December 20, 2008
You sure you'll do whatever things you told Cally?
Better make sure.
And bastard(Amanda Siew)
Don't say i didn't warn you,
if i ever caught you talking to her,
don't blame me for bashing people up.
That's me, not happy?
Come talk to me. I'm not happy at you either.
And stop being a bitch and gossip about people.
YY ask for address only, you think you very popular?
Need tell people ah? Please luh, she asked everyone.
Oh, i thought you wanna help your lover to start a bitch fight with her if she talks to me?
Go now lah, she talked to me mah.
You love Yunshan? Why never ask for stead siar?
Hello loser? you sure you're a bung?
Steady boh?
Can ask people come hoot me if you buey song lah.
Fucking bamboo pole, think you very muscular meh?
You don't know skinny people's muscles is more obvious than plump people?
You want flirt? Don't ever touch my girl.
If you two say the same thing, just TEAMMATES,
please, then don't say anything about Yeyeng to YS lah.
Talking about basketball, i still don't mind.
Go where you also wanna follow?
Why? Your iffah not here then no friend ah?
Need a date with her or not?
Go where ah??? Eh i help you book one ship then you two can lovey dovey there seh.
Shiok right, want not?
Don't act innocent in front of people lah-.-
Oh, i heard you read some stuffs about sex in internet leh.
WOW, very 'cool' hor?
Eh, you need so despo one ah? Gross.
Want watch real one or not? I show you lah-.-
everything comes to an end at 3:02 PM.
Friday, December 19, 2008
HELLO EVERYBODY!:D
Oh myyy...(: I actually can wake up at 9.26 leh! YAY YAY YAY.
But later, i went to sleep again and wait for her match to end(:
so we met around 4 plus?:D
Walao, i hate buying your double chocolate):
Then go buy your otah!
Go home awhile only, my mummy ask me go grandma house to pass her her handphoneee
So ask pig to follow(:
Then she call me again, say go bedok police station to meet her.
Haizzz, she go there to bail my brother outtt):
Then on the way, smth happened..
Errr... Go 85 to eat!:D
Saw MEHHH~ RILYN. LOL.
Then then thennnnn..... That pig can stay with me the whole night leh! OMGGGG:)
HAPPY HAPPY(: HAHAHAHAHA:D
1) i love our day without quarrel2) i love our day without others3) i love our day without much angers4) i love our day without being disturb5) i love our day with laughters6) i love our day with each other7) i love our day with your care8) i love our day with so much fun9) i love our day with your FART. LOL10) i love our day with your high-ness11) i love our day with love from you12) i love our day with you around(:But i still love you the most<3
everything comes to an end at 10:36 PM.
Thursday, December 18, 2008
FINALLY!Can sleep till so late. LOL
Thennn, suppose to meet at TM, but then i will be lateee.
So some people say meet at bedok inter, AND made me wait for so long.
69 to Tampines(: She got headache, i heartache..):
Then went to eat basement foodddd!:D
She tell me got this two girls keep looking at us, but then i never care. haha!
Go up already, then that two girls came forward and asked us to be their friends?
EEEWWW, Gross shittt. She said i look like sec 3 or 4 instead of 1-.-
HEY HELLO? DO I LOOK THAT OLD?!?!):
Okay lah, i talk to them awhile then ran off because she leave me there! LOL.
I didn't know reject people is okay luh, so i talked to them what!
At least i'm not so anti social in school. HAHA.
Then go back home again, played basketball(:
Sorry! i first time see you fall. LOL.
And, your position when you fell, is so
SEXY. HAHAHAHAHA!!!
Ahhh, heart really pain luhhh. Sorry lahhh, how i know you so weak. hahaha!
I bang onto people during basketball, they also never fall leh. HAHA.
Maybe because of your shoes or something hor. Don't blame me ah!(:
Okay, you run DAMN CUTE. Your lay up, DAMN SMALL STEPS
I'm still the best! Although i lost to you today.
Is because i suddenly don't feel like playing that's why never play well hor auntie!
Then go up... AHEM AHEMMM:D
Eh go out with me more leh! So i won't miss you that badly when you aren't with me! HEHE:)
everything comes to an end at 8:32 PM.
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
ayeeee... overslept again! LOL. heng she faster call me, then she came to meet me at my house(:
It really spoil my mood totally okay, best friend.
Anywayyy, we left at 5 plus or 6 plus(:
Then i have to go grandma house cos she's celebrating her birthdayyy:D
Happy birthday!:D hahaha(:
Errr, then my uncle went down, so i lombang go home! YAY.
okay, nothing else already. BYE BYEEE:)
everything comes to an end at 9:47 PM.
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
HEY YOOOO!:DI want my appetiteee backkkkk):Last time can eat so damn much one okay! nowadays is either one meal or two):hmmm... todayyy... abit the suey leh. LOL.Need to wake up at 8.30 one, then i overslept till 9.15-.-Find stuffs then found my brother's errr..... C*NDOMLOL. I bet some teenager know what's that hor. hahaha!errr...today went to meet her at 11am, then she got basketball trainingggg):so i left around 1(: Then L called and sms me till i fell asleep):sorry didi! i too tired already. haha.oh, i show you all ah....'&YUNSHAN;To hid the feeling heart. says:
BETTER THAN YOU GOT CHILDHOOD! THAT'S WHY NOW SO MATURED!
Glynn says:
Thank you, i noe i very matured(:
'&YUNSHAN;To hid the feeling heart. says:
I NEVER SEE BEFORE LEH
'&YUNSHAN;To hid the feeling heart. says:
SHOW ME.HAHAHA! Thankssss:D
Aiyer aiyer, Ng Yunshannnnn^^Tiko ahhh, you want try using nottt?YAY! Laurenciaaaa Teooooo!!! FRIDAYYY! LOL. I hope you'll drown(:
everything comes to an end at 7:29 PM.
Monday, December 15, 2008
I AM GEORGINA SPEAKING.
AND I LOVE YUNSHAN LOVE YUNSHAN LOVE YUNSHAN!
THE MOST! I'M SERIOUS!
I LOVE YOU YUNSHAN!
I SAID I LOVE YUNSHAN, DO YOU HEAR ME?! :D
YES I DO G!
LOL.
(ALL BY NG YUNSHAN)
everything comes to an end at 11:42 PM.
Thanks for respecting my decision(:
I'm sure you know the reason why.
And i know, you're giving up soon:D
As you told me last time, if i wanna p____, i will not go out with girls.
You, went out with her today, i know, it's really over.
It's okay lah, you proved to me that you're finally freed:D
I'm happy anyway.
Don't worry, i said not to contact me already. I wouldn't do the same too.
Today 279 days, i swear, it'll be our very very very last day.
All the best to you<3
imissyouevenmoreee):
Trina Tannn,listen up, i don't like you at allAnd fucking Amanda Siew, i hate you to the core man. fuck you_l_
Come find me lah. how i hope she'll stead with you leh. see how you flirt lah.All fucking asshole, flirtflirtflirt-.- knn, i hate all of you lah.
everything comes to an end at 6:33 PM.
Sunday, December 14, 2008
i can't forget the time when u hugged me at TM, that was the real hug i want from you. You held me so tight. Bet it doesn't exist in your mind anymore.
im sad now, why arent you here for me?):
I miss you so much, so badly, so terribly. all i think about is you. appearing in my mind, without giving me a break. 12am-2am, reading through your blog till june. 2am-5am lied on my sofa thinking through EVERYTHING. But... I don't know the reason why. my heart is already filled up with you, i swear i've never liked her before. so what if she admits that she likes me? As long as i never even get my eyes on her. I can say that it's impossible for she and me. Do you even think seriously? If i ever like other girls, we won't be together for this 9 months.
Girl, if it's over for us, i'll not get into any relationship anymore. i'm loving you till i step out of this world. You'll always stay inside my heart. Goodbye, iloveyou, and i'll always do.
oh anyway, CHAN TZEHUI confessed to me! LOL. okay lah, your taste very good(: But i don't have feelings for you:P
everything comes to an end at 4:00 PM.
Saturday, December 13, 2008
'&YUNSHAN;To hid the feeling heart. says:
you bastard
i've been tolerating it for so long, but do you even know the reason why? just because i love you so much? yah. keep calling me 'FLIRT' when i didn't even talk to her? i ask you, what the fuck you want lah? breaking my heart, is it really so fun to you? i didnt reply is because i really don't want to quarrel with you anymore. i'm really really really, very tired.. please, i don't hurt me anymore. i'm seriously begging you. Yunshan, i'm loving you so much. but yet you choose to leave and say those stuffs. Goodbye.
sooo, yesterday went out with her? not really went out bah, she came to my house, but nothing much we did. haha. then 7 plus, she went home. 8 plus, went to ahma house againnn. LOL. i got my reason why i went there luh!:D To borrow money! HAHAHA. Actually i wanted to borrow from ys one, but.. nevermind(:
Todayyy, supposed to go Bugis with my mummy. but then i sleep until 3, so i decided not to go. lol. then Jenny auntie called me!:D She ask me got work or nottt, maybe because i never go find her? haha. Her last sentence was 'Jenny auntie miss you okay, bye bye ahh.' LOL. so cuteeee(: Kept asking me to visit her because it's been quite long ever since i last saw her):
Please forgive me. Forgive me for being immature,
I wish I can selfishly have all of you
Not loving you is only an excuse to make it easier for you to leave me
Let me endure your loneliness in exchange for you to have a better life
Please don’t hold onto the memories of the kisses and promises we made even after we have broken up.
请原谅我 原谅我不成熟
不爱你是藉口 好让你离开我
everything comes to an end at 4:00 PM.
Friday, December 12, 2008
HAPPY 9TH MONTH, BABY:D
iloveyouuu<3
Dying inside cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I Try and try so hard
From our hearts and minds
And I know we said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing keep our love alive
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like 'Oh well'
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do
It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gon' act
Like what we had Ain't nothin' at all
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
everything comes to an end at 4:03 PM.
knn, got this 'guy', 16 years old want chup 'girls' stuff. HAHAHA! lol lahhh. i think he wear his skirt around leh. please luh, all the guy don't know how to be guy ah? ytd night suppose to meet him to settle leh, don't know he hum or me luh. i even gave him my email address, then he said he add. please lah, i didnt even fucking receive anything man. hum then say lah, walan eh. waste my time nia. can sleep so early, he drag until so long. never see any guy like him before. even gays outside won't be sooo naggy lah. then in the end? never meet-.- fuck his ass lah. still dare say i hum? please luh, 3 years older than me only what. scared what? at the most is i pain awhile when kana punched or smth? haha! and got this guy also, count himself lucky because he talked to me politely leh. this one, i won't ask him come out, i will ask my second brother go find him IF he ever show me attitude. i long ago want find him, but hor, since he still talk to me nicely, i wouldn't want to waste my time again on all these gays. go around wearing skirt and carry handbags ah? BUTCH is much more guy than you guy lah please. im not saying myself, there's still many other hot butches around(: And i hope he will turn up tmr at 11 am outside sac. don't hum hor xiao di di.
walan eh, tan zu er, i warned you not to touch the skin long ago, then you want listen to chai na? huh? want play with me is it? i already said, ys did all this for me, don't ever touch it. you don't understand english is it? fucking bastard-.- do everything already still want ys help you clear up? fuck you all lah. chao chee bye. say sorry then i will forgive you ah? chee bye kia.
everything comes to an end at 2:43 PM.
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
yayyyy, i woke up at 9.45 am!:D
hope she saw my sms yesterday nighttt. i think around 12.03? lolll.
im going off soon, i will wait for you under your block till you come down. see you
YO YO YOOOO! Mood was good todayyyy!:D YAY YAY YAY
Only YOU can change my mood luh.
Trained a pig under my block. LOL!
I didnt know her push up for ALL THE WAY DOWN is just BOOM really all the way down. Get what i mean?!?!?! she just lied on the ground like a dead pig. HAHAHA! So cute lahh sheeee(: Love her lotsssss<3
anyway, she was drunk today-.- keep say hot hot hot. WALAN EH. heng i never drink with her siar, later someone sue me for molesting her. my one got chum with other drinks one!
Thanks for forgiving me again. sorry for those time i didnt treat you well. You're the best girl ever. despite hurting you so much, you didn't stop loving me. Thanks baby, i love you so much
Moon in the sky,
You are living in my eye,
In my heart love you high,
For your sake ready to die,
Without you my life is dry,
If you forget me my soul will fly.
everything comes to an end at 10:32 AM.
Monday, December 8, 2008
I fucking hate myself just because of you.
forget about it.
The sky is so gray that it looks like it just cried
After leaving you
did not gain more freedom
The sourness from the air
Smelling out our distance
A scene of of heartbreaking ending
Like breathing, unable to stop
The yellowed diary in the drawer
pressed dry our memories
That smile is summer
Our past
Has been forgotten as time goes by
A love that lacked oxygen
Careless tears are unnecessary
I know that it is not your fault or mine
We just forgot how to step back
We made promises to each other with confidence
Yet it has been emptied by time
It's just that letting go would make things easier
The most beautiful love is to be continued in my memory
everything comes to an end at 4:11 PM.
Hiii, i miss you although i said i don't want to talk to you anymore):
Are you awakeeeee): It's so weird without having someone to sms me for the whole day):
BUT DON'T SMS ME HOR. :D pleaseeeeeeee.):
You must be out at AMKhub with L now. Sigh.(er, by ys again:))
i woke up attt... 2 plus? then my mummy ask me go down to grandma's house. waiting for her to text me till 5 plus? or 6 plus? then she finally sms me:D
damn pissed off at ahma house lah walao. my mum everytime say will go home with me what shit then in the end break her promise. EVERYTIME have to go home alone at night, so damn lonely one can. then EVERYDAY have to stay alone at home. think by giving me money to cab home, i'll be happy? no lah please. this holiday, i merely took 20 bucks from you. now im just left with that 20 bucks that i worked at the shop. you compare me to ur sons lah walao, all go out enjoy, nv work one, somemore they're already 27 and 32. only know how to take money from you. you know why im different from them? their surname is LEE, mine is LENG. im proud that im not their REAL sister. and then that stupid L come quarrel with me. Now leh, even yunshan also want quarrel with me lah. just because of Trina? you think i want meet other girls meh? NO.
IHATE071208_l_
everything comes to an end at 12:38 PM.
Saturday, December 6, 2008
iloveyouthemostthemosttheverymost :D (by ys!:D)
yay, went out with L todayyy.
E!HUBBBB, then saw two chiobu worhhh
dereeee! the red shirt on top one, and her cousinnn:D
cool right! my crushhh:D LOLL.
so cute right! duh, my taste you know! but hor, now so skinny, not nice!
haha, i miss her so much): so long never hold her tight, haizzz. lolll...
so L and and i went to e!hub then to whitesands then to tm then shop around for my stuffs, for ys and i de. but none of it is nice-.- maybe tmr go AMK hub check out?:D yay.
imissngyunshannn, veryveryverymuchh. heh, so gay!:D
ilyvm<3
everything comes to an end at 11:48 PM.
I don't know what to say right now. you kept saying LAST DAY? LAST TIME? I'm really very confused. don't reply you? cannot, i can't even live without you, i know you will think i'm too exaggerating. it's okay(: Reply leh? i don't knowwww..you say you're scared to fall back for me again.
all i can say now is...
sorry for venting all my angers on you.
sorry for hurting you so much.
sorry for lying to you again and again.
sorry for making you cry.
sorry for not cherishing you when you're here with me.
sorry for not making you feel secured.
sorry for the pain that you're going through for me.
sorry for always wanting you to come back and didn't treasure
i'm just sorry for all the things i did wrongly.
Thanks for all the meaningful stuffs you did for me. And thanks for your cooking that you cooked for me, this blog too(:
You know, you're the very first girl i treat so seriously. i admit, i did flirt sometimes. but, i truly love you.
no matter what, i've told you. you'll be my last girl. YS, iloveyouverymuchhh<3
Love is like a gust of wind
It leaves after it has blown
This sort of rhythm
Would frustrate anybody
After I lost youI lost my soul
Dark clouds are descending
I am dragged along
Quietly, softly, sadly leaving
Sinking deep into danger
It's like my world has been ripped apart by violent wind and rain
If suspicion could be formed into a sentence
If leaving could be translated
If all this were possible
I think I would seal up my loneliness
Then I would stay here for days on end
And then I would slowly revise the past
And let that tragedy of my falling in love with you
Become a show that you acted perfectly in I would rather have my heart broken
And then hatefully forget
All the evidence that proved you ever loved me
Let crystalline tears shine as memories
I think you've made yourself clear
I know and I'm sure
You don't regret
You say you're upset too, that I don't believe
You being with me was in the past
You want me to say it, but it is awkward
I don't even want to break up
Why must I depend on a smile to tide me through?
You've already gone far away
And I will slowly walk away
Why is it that I have to accommodate you even when we break up?
Staying silent doesn't come so fast
I will learn to give you up because I love you so much
everything comes to an end at 2:08 PM.
Friday, December 5, 2008
今天你要嫁给我
退后
龙卷风
安静
白色风车
简单爱
Don't love you no more.
Stick with you.
HAHAHAHA. Do you know what i'm sayinggg? :D
everything comes to an end at 10:03 PM.
Thursday, December 4, 2008
Errr... i had a bad morning!): everyday SHE wake me up with her calls/smses-.- slept less than 6 hrs per day luh. haiz... WENT TO AMK WITH HER AND L!:D Then went to some 'restuarant' to eat? haha. PLAYED MONOPOLY!!!LOL. siannn, go out with them everyday leh): oh, and we went to TAMPINESSSSS!
ys, if u dunno what's wrong with me. think of what happened when we're walking, talking. if u still dun really get it, then forget about it. i wun wanna talk too much too. had a fun night with L!:D she actually can stay till QUITE late luh. most of my friends cant): haha. GOODBYEEEEE(:
AHHH! later L drunk how? LOL. she's busy POO POO-ING. HAHAHA!
everything comes to an end at 11:02 PM.
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
YO YO YO EVERYBODY! I got new url! hahaha! SOMEONE showed me iffah's lj because cally ong hack into iffah's account and put this picture as her lj skin. LMAO. damn unglam!! LOLLL!!!
Ng Yunshannn, 9 more days kayyy!:D iloveyouuuu<3
err... mood wasnt good today, haiz...
went out with ys and L today, cycle for so damn long. bet i will get muscle ache the next day. hahaaa. went to beach to play awhile? all of us WETTTTT. thanks to ng yunshan mannnn:D
and and and, L dirtied the bike then i have to wash it! walao, then some ppl angry-.- ah, dun wanna talk about it(: hmmm... YAY! i saw two damn nice hoodies so i ordered it from online shopping(: the girl is only 12-.- alright, off to sleeeeeeeeeeppppppp.
NG YUNSHANNNNN!!! you hack into my account!!! LOL. self confessing-.- LAME LAME LAME!
YUNSHAN ROCK. YUNSHAN ROCK. YUNSHAN ROCK.
YUNSHAN ROCK. YUNSHAN ROCK. YUNSHAN ROCK.
YUNSHAN ROCK. YUNSHAN ROCK. YUNSHAN ROCK.
YUNSHAN ROCK. YUNSHAN ROCK. YUNSHAN ROCK.
BOREDDD.
eeyeerrrrr, that pig angry alreadyyyy): haha. hmmm.. tmr meeting her man! havent even iron my clothes, forgot to ask my mummy to iron. too bad, she's asleep, so have to iron it on my own): LOL. im such a good child:D HAHAHA. sleeping soon~ BYE!
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
I want to meet you nowwww.
CHRISTMAS TREE!
SHE LOOK LIKE PIG,
GILLIEN KAYA ROTI.
she claims that this picture of her very cute.
Eh gay! Don't anyhow kiss leh!
ME!:D LOL.
:D
YO YO YO EVERYBODY! I got new url! hahaha! SOMEONE showed me iffah's lj because cally ong hack into iffah's account and put this picture as her lj skin. LMAO. damn unglam!! LOLLL!!!
