Saturday, December 6, 2008
I don't know what to say right now. you kept saying LAST DAY? LAST TIME? I'm really very confused. don't reply you? cannot, i can't even live without you, i know you will think i'm too exaggerating. it's okay(: Reply leh? i don't knowwww..you say you're scared to fall back for me again.
all i can say now is...
sorry for venting all my angers on you.
sorry for hurting you so much.
sorry for lying to you again and again.
sorry for making you cry.
sorry for not cherishing you when you're here with me.
sorry for not making you feel secured.
sorry for the pain that you're going through for me.
sorry for always wanting you to come back and didn't treasure
i'm just sorry for all the things i did wrongly.
Thanks for all the meaningful stuffs you did for me. And thanks for your cooking that you cooked for me, this blog too(:
You know, you're the very first girl i treat so seriously. i admit, i did flirt sometimes. but, i truly love you.
no matter what, i've told you. you'll be my last girl. YS, iloveyouverymuchhh<3
Love is like a gust of wind
It leaves after it has blown
This sort of rhythm
Would frustrate anybody
After I lost youI lost my soul
Dark clouds are descending
I am dragged along
Quietly, softly, sadly leaving
Sinking deep into danger
It's like my world has been ripped apart by violent wind and rain
If suspicion could be formed into a sentence
If leaving could be translated
If all this were possible
I think I would seal up my loneliness
Then I would stay here for days on end
And then I would slowly revise the past
And let that tragedy of my falling in love with you
Become a show that you acted perfectly in I would rather have my heart broken
And then hatefully forget
All the evidence that proved you ever loved me
Let crystalline tears shine as memories
I think you've made yourself clear
I know and I'm sure
You don't regret
You say you're upset too, that I don't believe
You being with me was in the past
You want me to say it, but it is awkward
I don't even want to break up
Why must I depend on a smile to tide me through?
You've already gone far away
And I will slowly walk away
Why is it that I have to accommodate you even when we break up?
Staying silent doesn't come so fast
I will learn to give you up because I love you so much
everything comes to an end at 2:08 PM.
