Saturday, December 13, 2008
'&YUNSHAN;To hid the feeling heart. says:
you bastard
i've been tolerating it for so long, but do you even know the reason why? just because i love you so much? yah. keep calling me 'FLIRT' when i didn't even talk to her? i ask you, what the fuck you want lah? breaking my heart, is it really so fun to you? i didnt reply is because i really don't want to quarrel with you anymore. i'm really really really, very tired.. please, i don't hurt me anymore. i'm seriously begging you. Yunshan, i'm loving you so much. but yet you choose to leave and say those stuffs. Goodbye.
sooo, yesterday went out with her? not really went out bah, she came to my house, but nothing much we did. haha. then 7 plus, she went home. 8 plus, went to ahma house againnn. LOL. i got my reason why i went there luh!:D To borrow money! HAHAHA. Actually i wanted to borrow from ys one, but.. nevermind(:
Todayyy, supposed to go Bugis with my mummy. but then i sleep until 3, so i decided not to go. lol. then Jenny auntie called me!:D She ask me got work or nottt, maybe because i never go find her? haha. Her last sentence was 'Jenny auntie miss you okay, bye bye ahh.' LOL. so cuteeee(: Kept asking me to visit her because it's been quite long ever since i last saw her):
Please forgive me. Forgive me for being immature,
I wish I can selfishly have all of you
Not loving you is only an excuse to make it easier for you to leave me
Let me endure your loneliness in exchange for you to have a better life
Please don’t hold onto the memories of the kisses and promises we made even after we have broken up.
请原谅我 原谅我不成熟
不爱你是藉口 好让你离开我
everything comes to an end at 4:00 PM.