I stayed home today!:D
Such a good kidddd(:
But i wasted alot of moneyyy):
70 bucks you know?!?!?!?! WHAT THE HELL MANNN..
Cos i gave $30 to my mum, $10 to my bro. zzz!
Tomorrow have to spent $$$$$ againnnn!!!
Haven't top up my ez-linkkkk):

12 more days coming(:
Although so much things had happened,
so much things changed,
i changed too, the only thing that left unchanged is my love for you.
I'm still the one who loves you best!
Girl, stay with me, don't leave anymore.
Alright?(:


YO BABES!
In school again!
Siannn! Her lesson-.- BORING MANZ!
haha. Just came back from PE.
Ran six rounds around the field(:
I wanted to act sick, but then i'm wearing pe shirt already sooo.. nevermind luh!:D
RECESS RECESS! I want see Yunshan!:DDDD
Stupid Dinah, she took away my phone!):
Cannot message babyyyy): Don't blame meee!!!
I'm going to freezeeee soooon!):
[edited]

After school went out of school for 20 mins?
Then back to school and wait till 2.30 to collect my phone and battery.
Out with baby awhile. She came over to my place!
WAHAHAHA! Iloveyouthemosttttttt.
13 more days, girl. I'm waiting for it(:


School today, recess and Drama was fun!
I laughed and SMILEEE during drama the most. LOL.
Cos kana punished to SMILEEE!
Alright, recess... kinda sick?
Want some raisin or grape?O.o

After school went for lunch with babyyy!
She cabbed to Ngee Ann for higher chinese.
I'm so tiredd, just lie onto my bed after going out with her.
Then fell asleep): So called her at 7:D
Iloveyouuu 1203!<3



Don't worry, it's okay.
Yes, i am angry, but i'm at fault too.
I am not those unreasonable person if you know me well enough.
Although i'm harsh but i understand stuffs like this.
I'm glad that i didn't fell for you.
Although i forced myself to like you, just to get over Yunshan.
I'm sorry if i've hurt you.
Being my gf, i won't allow her to FLIRT with butches.
But we're from different world.
Even if i'm single or attached, i guess it's impossible for us.
Take care, sorry.


Today didn't go school.
Fetch baby, cos it's wednesday!:D
Then went back home to rest?
Didn't get to sleep. haizzz.
And before fetching her, slept for 4 hours or less?
Thennn... Met L around 1.35?
Waited for baby again outside school:D
While waiting, we played Black Jack. lol.
Then lunch with baby, L, Cally, Marilyn and Mandisa(:
Played awhile with L then i went home againnn-.-
Sooo.. i around 5.10 reached school AGAIN.
But baby was released at 6.45.
I waited for so damn fucking long!
I caught a flu while waiting cos it's damn cold to stay there for so long,
the breeze is... WOW, POWER. Can be my air con.
And went home around 7.40!
My brother ask me play Black Jack with his friends.
Crazy, later i lose will die! HAHAHA.
Yeah, cos i typical singaporean, KIASU!
Kk, got to go(: loveyouuuu<3


Yesterday was fun!!! LOL
I went to ahma's house then was quite late.
My three cousins was at jenny's house.
So i walked to block 12 to find them!
3rd storey leh! 1203!!!HAHAHA
Got fate not, dear?!:D LOL.
Alright then slack slack awhile and chat.
Walked back to ahma's house and started gambling Black Jack!
I won $12.50(: [12 again!]
I remember my cousin helped me to cheat once. HAHA!
Then last round, we bet 2 bucks each.
Kana DOUBLE! LOL. Cool right!
OMG luh, first year i actually won in Black Jack. LOL


Stupid. Had to go Hougang there to visit my dad's mum-.-
Thanks to my mum. Anyhow promise people to go there and i just found out today. zzz...
So boring there cos only left her and two aunties.
They actually kept LAST YEAR'S red packets for me?!
Siaolang. Kind of pity my grandma now.
My mum and i could see that she can't bear to let us go and kept wanting us to stay for dinner and all, but rejected cos i've been sitting there for likeee...more than 3 hours?
Then we went to Hougang Green awhile, anddd... before 10 we reached home.
Fuck man, i'm not even feeling well after the cab ride to my grandma's house.
Don't even bother to tell people cos i know it's useless.
Tell also won't make me feel better. haiz. Then just now 'quarrelled' with her whether to go school not. Want vomit then cannot. Lie on bed leh? JIALAT! Like everything stuck at somewhere near my stomach or something. I don't know what to do now):
Finally got her 'permission' not to go school-.-
Alright, sitting down also cannot. My throat feel very uncomfortable.
Goodnight.


Happy CNY everyone:D
Got CNY wish not? LOL
I want her to SHOO away from my life(:
Do not ever disrupt me.
Even if you do, i won't give a damn bout it.

Yesterday was okayyy, reunion dinner at my house and grandma's.
I don't bother to even go my dad's side(:
It's been three years though:D
And i'm so proud of it!
Oh my god luhhh, i so many years never wear jeans!-.-
I not sure whether going to my aunty's house not lehhh):
There more fun cos they gamble very big!
I remember i lost more than hundred last 2 years? YEAHHH
So boreddd... My uncle asking me down to play onlyyy!
I wanna go now! but got two stupid ass still haven't even bathe yet-.-
My hair is like, already dry while waiting for them. zzz...
And i've been smsing baby for so long yet they're lying on bed,
talking on the phone! LOL.
I'm like so ke lian can! I swear i'm not gonna go anywhere,
if they aren't ready before 7-.-
Okay okay, i go style hair! byebyeee!!!


My CNY mood was spoilt by two girls.
I swear they sucks right now.
Mother fucking got attitude problem is it?
Then fuck off lah hor.
Don't waste my energy on looking at those text.
In order not to waste my time/energy, and saves my frowns,
I decided to put my phone on offline mode.
Maybe till monday night only.
You all watch your sucky attitude before smsing me.
I'm damn pissed now okay.
You want _____ then go ahead.
I won't stop you anymore. Total disappointments left in you.
I got nothing much to say already. Bye.


[c=4]♥ [/c]TRINA says:
I hate Amanda Siew
[c=4]♥ [/c]TRINA says:
LOL!
G! says:
You hate amanda siew li shan!!!!!!!!!
[c=4]♥ [/c]TRINA says:
EEE HER NAME IS LI SHAN!
[c=4]♥ [/c]TRINA says:
HAHAHAHA!
G! says:
so gross right! eeew! like her, even more gross
[c=4]♥ [/c]TRINA says:
I hate Amanda Siew Li Shan (!!!!!!!)
[c=4]♥ [/c]TRINA says:
LI SHAN!?!?!
[c=4]♥ [/c]TRINA says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
[c=4]♥ [/c]TRINA says:
HAHAHAHAHAAAHAHAHAHAHAH
G! says:
HAHAHAHAHA! act cool buey cool nia. zzz-.-
G! says:
despo shit

LOL! I wanna find you trouble worhxz!
Got read my blog? HAHA. Give me a call now!
Fuck you upside down_l_





HELLO HELLO TO EVERYONE AH!
HI HI HI AHHH!!!
LOL! Siao!I wanna seeeee youuuuu, babyyyyyy! LOL!
Shit man! Too high liao! WAHAHAHA
Fast and furious ah!!!
Yuppp, yesterday school was.... okay lahhh. i hate PE only!
Mr Poh's PE was so tiring! Cos the weather's damn hottt, just like HER! LOL
Okay, RELAX GEORGINA LENG!
OH! continue with my yesterday thing!
Then after school, went to eat eat eat with L and Yunshannnn!
Met Yunshan after the match against don't know what school?
Then E! Hub to find her neck strap, but the shop was closed):
HOW SADDD.. Then eat eat eat again!
Then find the fan my brother want, but don't have leh!
Then then then, slack at playgroundddd till 9?
So she cabbed home. Sooo, BYE! HAHA.



I'M IN SCHOOL AGAIN!!!!
LOL. She's so boring-.-
I want Mr Tannnn! as in to be my teacher lah!
HAHAHA.I stinks, cos PE just ended. Gonna change sooooonnnnn!!!
I was late againnn, 3 times! i don't want to get suspended.
Later cannot go what sports trip or whatever shittt. zzz.


Haizzz.... I'm sorry, girls.( yah, you know who you are)
I hope you all will not waste any of your tears on me anymore.
It's really not worth it.
I'm happy enough to have ys.
Yeah, love is not smth i can control.
Hearing you girls telling me how you teared for me,
I really don't know what to do and all.
It's alright, i can't make you to love someone which you don't.
I just wish that you will not be stuck over here.
And move on to a new relationship.
I'll be here if you need someone, cos you all are always here for me.
Thank you(:


GAY! This is for you kayyy.
Sorry, my moodswing is back.
Sorry, i kept venting my angers on you.
Sorry, to make you tolerate me.
Sorry, for leaving you alone to play the ball during recess.
Sorry, for not sending you back home after school and walked off with ys.
I feel bad right now. I just want you to know,
You're the best ever. Sorry brother!

OIIIII! 49 MORE DAYS! 7 MORE WEEKS! TO 1 YEAR!!!
dear, i miss you so much right now. I wanna smile everyday just like today(:
Went to KFC againnnn!!!
Ng Yunshan's faultttt:D
Today is our happiest day?
I'm glad that we spent time together.
OMG! i teared abit when i'm super happy!!!
Gay nottt? Quite leh! HAHAHA.
We cooked for my brother's gf! That girl is so pathetic.
She held two crab stick, which is frozen one.
Then she look at me, and she said she doesn't know how to cook.
Then i took out two more sausage for her.
Cooked one packet of noodle for herrrr!( by ys!)
And i don't really understand her, cos she's from Thailanddd-.-
After thattt, slack awhileeee then sent her back to somewhere nearby her house?
Bus back and bought dinnerrrr(:
WHO'S FREE TOMORROWWWWW???????????????
I need someone to accompany me to buy fan!
LOL! My brother lah! Bully me againnnn):
HAHA! Mad liaooo!
BYEBYE!!!!


I'm sorry.
I know you're always here for me whenever i need someone.
I know you're nice to me.
I know you treat me well.
I know you're here to try and patch us up even though you like __
I know you well after this few days when we talk.
Whenever i talk to you, i can feel that i'm back with her when we just stead.
Substitute? I'm very sorry, i guess so.
I'm really very sorry. Don't worry, i won't make you fall for me anymore.
I won't want to see you getting hurt too.
Anyway, sorry again. Good luck to you in your next relationship(:
Take care, princess! haha.

Training todayyy:D Not very tired, but very boring!
Finally, 3 man wave isn't scary. LOL.
My finger's recovering!:D
But it's abit crooked and fatter leh..
Just like me! Crooked and FAT!
How to put my future wedding ring mannn):


My breath stinks to hell now-.-
I accidentally went to swallow it cos my dog come to me. LOL.
Kept coughing and spitting nowww):
Tomorrow try again with L kay!

Went macs with Gillien and Trina todayyy
Yunshan cabbed down and find us:D
Went back home with her to teach her how to cook. HAHA!
Then she just went off to Ngee Ann without me knowing...):
I don't know what to do at that point of time.
To chase you? Or do nothing.
I just stared into spaces. And when i made up my mind to go.
I bet you're gone. Looking through the window,
to look out for you. I kept asking non stop. WHERE ARE YOU?
WHY DID YOU LEFT JUST LIKE THIS? Why didn't i go and grab you?
Hold you tight to me? WHY? Why am i so dumb to let you go.
Why does all these things happen to me? I don't know what to do.
And i'm thinking of you whole day till now.
I WANT MY LETTERRRRRR!!!!!

Anyway, thank you for the cookies.
This is the first time, a girl put in so much effort and all for me.
First time a girl cooked for me. I miss your noodles..
And you're first in my everything.





I'm still crying over you)':
Why do i still bother? Are you here with me or are you not?
I need you the most right now. Why are you leaving..
Is it really so hurtful whenever you disappeared?
My love for you is strong enough you should have known

I'm not a fool. you can hide away from me, i can find you.

I just miss you so, babyy...


Yesterday's my BIG SUEY DAY):
First thing in the morning, almost late for school.
Second is Mrs Chong sent me to RTC.
So when L and i was about to step out of RTC, Miss Teo came in and cut our fringe. Suey right?! And we're not supposed to stay there and wait for Mrs Chong! Even more sueyyyy! She said she just want me to let the teacher check my attire. WTF!!!! I heard wrongly meh. So we released at 10.15? So pon lesson for one hour. Had two hours or recess then(: Some people get me a pink colour pen-.-! Am i that gay? LOL. Thanks Yati:D
Then played basketball with two sec 1s. She sprain my finger and it's swollen till very jialat): Pain okayyy... My mummy wants me to go sinseh later): She scared it might fractured or something? haha! Now it's like whole finger turn blue, purple and red. Gross right.
And after school get sent to RTC again cos L and i jay walked-.-
Went for basketball, run the whole training.
We damn funny can! HAHAHA.
Anyway, congrats B' Division(:
Although i don't like all the sec 3s, cos you guys SUCKS:D


I don't want to leave you.
I just want to walk with you in this journey.
I'm regreted for everything i did.
All i want is you and me, without hurt and tears.
We promised to grow old together, spend the rest of our life forever.
Can you still remember it? iloveyou<3


I can't get my eyes off you(:
School today!:D
Recess's quite fun. And Gillien was SO late for school-.-
I thought she's not turning up for lessons todayyy.
After school!:D
Bedok inter to eat, then home to rest & chat?(with her!)
That's the only thing i want from you...


Went for training-.- Mrs tay asked us to go. wtfz
Anyway, teammates are nothing except for training cos you need them to train with you first what! hahaha.
They want you back and in the end, jiaolian asked them, and they don't even want raise up their hand. Not even a single one. It's okay. As a good person, i will just ignore all these lamers. You all don't come talk to me about basketball and training stuffs all shit.

Coach Steven, since i've already said i will not get into relationship, i will promise you. I'm single now, i will not get any new girlfriends anymore.

Maybe you're just very used to have me around. Maybe you're just too naive. There's no forever in the world. There might be, but only in me, not you. I don't know how am i going to live without you too, but for your sake i'm willing to suffer. You might not have time now, but if you've turned to 17 or so, lots of guys will be waiting for you. Sorry that i made you wasted 10 months in our relationship. It's really a time for us to say goodbye. Yes, i still love you, deeply. Thank you(:


Stupid fucker, bug tooth lao chee bye.
You don't come talk till so big lah hor.
Like i want to go your fucking boring training?
Kum lan lah. Waste my damn time?
I go because of what? Not because you lah ah soh.
Because of her and mrs tay okay.
If she never come, i wouldn't even have bothered please.
Oh sorry, you don't derserve my respect.
Not at all. If we respect you, we won't just walked out on that team. All you think now is i need you as a coach? No way. I wonder what coach Steven see in you man. Figure? NO. Looks? EEW. IM SO GROSSED OUT. Brain? I DON'T THINK YOU HAVE ONE TOO.
And, you bitch, don't have to gossip bout me in front of my teammates. Say i'm too scared to show my result to you cos i'm lousy? You're not better than any of us here please-.-
I mother fucking tell you, since you want us to leave. We won't cling on this cca anymore.


Today, 10th month(:
Fetched baby to school.
Kana sent to rtc. wtf?
Need to dye back hair, cut fringe. haiz
Waited for her till training end.
Had dinner together with Jarene. Mood wasn't good.
Went to meet TT at her house after sending her home.
Cos i don't wanna go home so early.
So around 8 plus i reach home. Tired again-.-




Yuppp, went out with this little pig today!!!
Wanted to bake, but decided not to):
Met at Tampines, shop, ate thereee.
Cousin came down to pass me basketball pants:D
Tomorrow got traininggg): I don't want to go..
It's so tiringgg lahhhh.
I scared legs cramp again. LOL.
Oh, so came to my house!:D
3 hours leh! LOL. But time passes fast with her arounddd(:
She bought me one formal, very toot):
Her taste is weirddd. HAHAHA.
Don't worry, i'll still wear(:
imissyou<3
OH FUCK! Tomorrow is 10th month! LOL.
OMG, SO FASTTTT. I bet you forgotten!):


HAHAHA
Happy birthday Ng Yunshan!!!
Fetched you!!! Yeah you!
LOL! Then met Marilyn and Mandissa outside school!!!
After that cally came and pass us the cakeeee!
And give her the helium balloonnnnnssss.
Some people carried the Dinosaur egg around. XIASUEY AHHH!
After school, collect cake!
Celebrated with basketballers awhile:D
Oh good news for my 'beloved' teammates. LOL!
Monday i'm going back for training! L too!!!
Okay, back to the old girl(YS!)
After celebrating, went to my house and left present there
Then cab down to Ritz Carlton!
Had lunch as well as dinner with her family members(:
Her mummy is very cute! Just like her! LOL.
Ahma also leh! HAHAHA.
Then around 7, cab home again and slack at my house for 1 hour?
Then CAB again to get all her presents back home.
I took BUS home!:D TIRED ALREADYYYY):


AHHHH, today's a BUSY dayyyy.
LOL. I'm maddd
Anyway, i just reached home not long ago
Went out whole day, damn tired):
School,
Collect baby's 15th birthday cakeee,
Went to buy lunch at 3 plus, baby called me and told me she was released-.-
So damn early, i thought it'll be 6.
So 69 to Temasek Poly, then TM.
She want to eat there!:D
Went back after that, put the famous amos cookies at home.
Then run out of my house to E! Hub!
Met Marilyn and Mandissa there to shop for her present!
but the neck strap shop was closed):
Walked around there like someee... nothing to say. LOL
We carried her Winnie the Pooh sofa, and it's heavy can!
Sooo, we decided to go the Whitesands and see see see!!! HAHA
Finally found it! HAPPY!:D
I think the two mad woman is like complaining YS's life is damn good? LOL
Duh, she got so many good friends, like you guys!:D
My back aching like hell):
Took 17 back home, battery flat!-.-
Then took the cake, 17 again to Cally's block!
11 then reach home):
I need to sleep badly. I'M SO TIRED!
Hope tomorrow that birthday girl gonna hug me tight!
OH OH, THANK YOU MARILYN, MANDISSA AND CALLY ONG!
You three OLD LADIES are the best! LOL
THANKS ALOTTT!
Sorry baby, for lying to you that i was sleeping at this time now. I just don't want you to worry too much, and i want you to sleep well because tomorrow is your birthday(: Forgive me, my dearest pig!:D
HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYY:D


Second day of school(:
Took cab down to Yunshan's house.
Went to school together:D
Morning assemblyyy, Mrs Joseph love me alot you know!
She everyday also must call my name in front of some sec 2s leh. LOL!
I'm gonna be popular soon. HAHAHA!
Beach ball want me to cut my fringe again, WTF?!
I've already cut it so short and thin.
I almost dozed off in class-.-
Damn freaking boreddd):
Saw Ak, then asked two cowards out to school.
In the end, didn't turn up worh!
Call Ak again, she say one of the girl going apologise to me and T tomorrow after school at Sunken. Eh! free show man! LOL
Okay, hope tomorrow there'll be reception in my class. HAHA.
imissyou):
The kiss you gave me, was so warm


whereareyou):

I'm still sick today.
Feeling very uncomfortable..
Still have to go and collect my phone at CS alone.
Why is it that when i need someone to care for me, no ones here. Not even my family. They can see my down with flu and feeling very unwell, and didn't even care.
But the one i need is not them.


I got flu today):
When taking bus to ahma house got one indian in front of me damn fucking smelly-.-
I think smell until got flu? LOL
Until now still haven't recover.
Panadol doesn't work!):
And i sneezed alot of times.
Anybody miss me is it?! haha. JOKING!:D
Or maybe i kana cursed. Orh hor!
I curse back you all! kidding(:
I'm nice okay!
Hope i won't be so unlucky to get sick
Everytime i got flu, sooner or later will have fever): SOB SOB.
Tomorrow collecting my N95!:D
Imissit!


You know i don't like her, yet you still look at her,
Turned back somemore when you walk pass. wtf?

Oh, forget it(:
So today wasn't a good day):
Went to school wanted to meet her in the morning but 2 buses are full-.-
Then okay lah, at least went to 2.3 instead of 2.2
I might even turn girl if i go that class-.- Full of BIMBOS
ordered cake for ys birthday. Collecting on 8th(:
yayyy. Then i took 7 times of 17 bus today. HAHA, im maddd
Ate dinner with ys, go home then watch tv? haha!
OH! Sec 1s so cuteeee(:
Socks high high, skirt like gown.
Like me last time? LOL. i'm once a sec 1 too. haha
They're not very short lehhh):
Gonna cut fringe again-.- wtfzx





HAPPY NEW YEAR!
I'm getting older mannn!
Going sec 2 leh! HAHA.
i wanna see my juniorsss!
Finally got more sac girls shorter than me:D
But ys say alot of them are bimbos/bitches.
Don't play play ah! later they PIAK onto your face. LOL!
Better don't give me attitude or stare me ah i warn all sec 1s!
I ask L come along with me and hoot you then you know!
HAHA. I'm so lameee.
Anywayyy, yesterday mummy brought me to TM to repair my phone all this.
Saw Charllene and Jilyn, but didn't see babyy):
Then shop around, went starbacks with mummy's friend.
When we're going Nokia shop, it's closed-.-
My mum lah! Talk non stop.
Then later i have to go down alone to Century.
I had my countdown waiting for cab! LOL.
But i waited for like 1 hour still no cab. Very pek chek one okay!
Then bobian,took bus luh.
EDIT LATER!:D

G! 14, SAC. BASKETBALLERRR


I want HER:D

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