Come home liao.
First thing my mum ask, yunshan yunshan yunshan. zzz.
Was kinda having a heart to heart talk with my brother at the bus stop
Okay lah, at least got one person to hear all my shit out.
Thought today will spend more time with you, instead you left. Wasn't what i think i wanted it to happen. Failed..
Wo zhen me ni de hua ye bu dong.
What happened between us.
Dunno what went wrong, it's the worst. Because i dunno how to solve it either.
Byebye.


Met Ah Pui today.
Siao one, early in the morning leh.
Bastard. Then we had lunch at kfccccc[:
Then went back.................. LOL.
Brainless ah pui forgotten to take her wallet back and still dare to take cab. O.o
So i waited for brainless ah pui's cab to u-turn back, pass her money then she went back(:
home>home>home>sms>sms>sms>now blogging> then later sleep then later sleep then later sleep then later sleep. LOL. Radio spoil, then later sleep. HAHA. Then wake up, GO SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Byebye lah!!! HAHA. HAHA. HAHA. HAHA. HAHA.


Doesn't seem to understand you more like the way i always do.
We didn't catch up with each other bout our daily lifestyle.
How much you know bout me today? How much i know too? Nothing much.
Drifting apart.

Out today, supposedly is Bugis with Germaine but was too lazy, so i changed location and all.
Home at 11.30pm? Or later, i don't know.
I'm so bored. B.O.R.E.D.............. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaaaaaaaa~
Siao-.- Okay really bored. meeting ys tmr oh oh!(Finally...)

I ate alot today, okay maybe not really. Cos i see the 'la la' my cousin bought, omg alot of sand lah! I eat already i can die. I'm like eating sand? LOL.
Next time i shall go dig with family members=D It's been a year seen we last went. So saddening! HAHA.
I shall get my 4.5 kg that i lost during fever back soon. I don't like being skinny, neither do i like fat O.o
3 weeks without going to schooool!):
1 week= SUSPENSION-.-
1 more week= HOLIDAY!-.-
Last week= SICK!!!!!!-.- zzz =.=!!!! LOL.
Okay, too high! i want to go rest soonnn, but i'm watching my show!
HAHAHA. Goodnight!!!


Wo zhi dao bu neng zai liu zu ni..


Cab home alone and met Yunshan at my house.
So, we kind of chat and 'play'. haha(:
I'm still not attending school tomorrow yet, lazy too. Lol.
I got MC for 2 days as my mum required=D
Yaaaay! So i go back on monday?
Sigh, i don't want to go rtc.. I'm really sick of it.
Can't they just let it rest since they can't even change anything-.-
You all can't do any other thing but only tell us not to do it in public what. What else. wtf-.-
You're just wasting my time, your time, everyone's damn time.
Adults are just so lame.
Don't they know we've already become teenagers.
Haiyaaaah, very sian now. April's comingggg(:
Shoo shoo shoo you stupid panda eyes, not me, but Mrs Joseph. lmao-.-
I don't want to see her! I thought pandas going to be extinct soon? Why there's a very old one in my school. Omg, i shall sell it back to China. And let it find it's love. Oh yah, panda are fussy over their mates. I think is other panda(s) won't even pick her as their mate O.o

Aiya, i really hate her lah, that's why i post such a childish post for her. Lol.


I miss you but i didn't say.
I'm touched of what you did but my tongue aren't moving.
I've got no guts to tell you my feelings.
If you know, i hate to see you wasting money on me. I just want you to text me and understand each other more. I just want that.
Let's make a promise, alright?
No matter where we are, there will be no one else who can replace you or me inside our hearts.
I saw your messages, seeing how much effort you put in to this relationship.
I want to hear you calling me 'dear/baby'. It's been so long.. Although i was with you awhile today, but i didn't treasure. I ask myself, how does you look like. I can't answer myself, because i never even notice you.
i want to see, your smile on your face. I want to see you.
I'm sorry but i hope you'll come back to me.
Without you, i'm nothing too. I've got no reason to tell people why do i live here.
I'll make sure, i'm always the one for you.
Tonight, you'll receive back my reply, because phone's deleting messages.
Remember, i'm here, just for you. My only one(:
Smile=)))) Iloveyou, my dear<3


School, hall for assembly, then Mrs Joseph sent me to rtc. zzz.
Want come then ask me go lah, i wait so long also never come chee bye.
Fever back again, so i went home. Was very giddy):
Later going consult doctor again, but not the same one, if not i need take blood test!)':
Okay, i'm getting tired. Sigh.. I acted like some cats or old lady. Everytime stay home and rest rest rest yet still tired. Doubt i can go school tomorrow, so i think it's either friday or monday i'll see my dearest friends in school:D
Eh no-.- Some bastard will send me up to rtc and ask ask ask. Lame shit, waste of my damn time. BYE!


Yesterday night my temperature was 39.7-.-
Vomitted out the water i drank for medicine.
Hope by tomorrow i will be fine, if not i need to have blood test and go hospital):
Appetite wasn't good already, yesterday only ate one bread. haha!
Can go on diet!:D Okayy, i want to go and rest already, very giddy): ): ):

Eh please shut the fuck up lah. You don't want care i never say anything, now keep saying i'm talking to other people. You want give me this attitude then don' talk to me.


Please do stop asking me things about that fucking bitch anymore.

AHHH): My temperature become 38.5):
Got to consult doctor soon)':
I don't know why, i miss you alot right now.
Stupid, go eat what lunch. I go find you then you know. HAHA!
My mum's friend came over, why her friends all young young one? O.o
Damn aunty leh they all, everytime talk non-stop. I think i can die before consulting a doctor luh! Need wait for that old woman! CHEY.
Okay, i'm happy nowww. (: I love talking to NYS! She's so sweeeeet=DDD
I miss you, you know or nottt): I love you i love you lah!
I want to see you, i miss you alot.. I want your kiss, i want your huggg.

You reminds me of a girl, that i once knew.


Must she everytime hurt me?
Must she everytime mention her name?
Must she everytime put her as first in her heart?
Must she everytime think of her?
Must she keep on telling me stuffs bout her?
Yes she must, she won't stop it. She never will, because i think, she's always inside her damn heart. And i don't think anymore spaces are left for me. She don't observe me,she kept telling me things bout her only.
I can tell you, you'll make me hate you, one day. Sorry to say that, but i think i can't take it anymore.

I wasn't feeling well, even before training. She don't care much, she don't have me as the first inside her heart 'anymore'.
Maybe, because i didn't tell anyone. i thought i'll be fine after training.I knew i'm going to have fever, because of my eyes. And the way i am, because i gets tired easily, because every single bone of mine is aching like hell.
So training finally ended, left school after 7 pm, send her to inter then buy dinner for mummy. I got no energy to walk home, i rest awhile at my house nearby. A feeling like as though i'm gonna faint soon, (LOL) Because i got no more strength to walk. Finally reached home and found out my temperature was 38.0 So i had 2 panadols, couldn't even rest because my stupid dog kept jumping onto my stomach then almost vomitted): Mum went ahma house awhile, so i was at home alone. Took care of myself. Lol. I am T.I.R.E.D... I hate today. i hate my eyes now-.-! Cos fever makes my eyes swollen. Sigh.. Kay lah, nothing else to blog anymore. YAY, mum's back!
Night (:


Today, i over slept! For twice somemore):
So i didn't attend Maths thing. Sobbb! So Yunshan kept waking me up! Then went back sleep till 12.40 pm? OMG then i was late so Yunshan came over to my house to see wawa(:
My eyes was red and itchy/pain. )': So school for training, match against bedok north, C' Division won!:D Yesterday match against Woodgrove, C' girls won too. Congrats!

Mum: I regretted for letting her cut her hair.
Girl: No lah, HEN SHUAI AH!
Woman: Don't worry lah, give her more freedom to do what she likes.
Then everyone continue their AUNTIES talk!-.-
Ahhh, i am so tired): Training tomorrow ( AGAIN! )
But tournaments coming uppp! Training with sec 1s are so pissed off): Especially one girl. But today she never come(: Not committed one! LOL. I want to sleeeeep soon! XD


--, PLEASE FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE AFTER TOMORROW'S TALK. AND WATCH WHAT YOU SAY, I KNOW YOU WANT TO BREAK US UP. YOU CAN, SURE. TELL HER MORE. I request you to stay away from me, and stop contacting me. Being a bitch here doesn't make your negative things go off. So, haha do take note of what i'm saying. You're really CHEAP, to me. Yes i know this will make you angry, but inside my heart, my blood is boiling more than yours. Yes, C.H.E.A.P know what's that? I show you, you go take mirror you see, THAT'S A DAMN CHEAP GIRL. EH NO, AS IN BUNNY. okay cheapo, i'm done. So yah, you want shout? Tmr luh, come. And oh, let me tell you, all this things i said, is you drive me mad. You said yourself's pretty? Oh really? Pretty, yah! Very pretty. Damn pretty until i almost puke whenever i get to see the sight of you eh? I called you cheap ass cause i touch you? YAH OMG SO RIGHT. Go make police report that i molested you please. Come on, we've grown up. Seriously lah, want be cheap then try it on guys. I see how you get fuck, i see how you really suffer. Yes cheap, cause why? LET SOMEONE WHO IS ATTACHED AND TOUCH YOU AH? Got the face to tell the whole world? Come, i post on blog. You want to let yunshan see how cheap you are right? I HELP YOU. I make sure, WHOLE SAC KNOW JUST HOW CHEAP YOU ARE. I told you, when i'm crazy, i'm really crazy. I play games, with girls like you. Welcome.
AND PLEASE RMB TO TEACH YOUR BROTHER BEFORE HE GOES OUT BARKING AT PEOPLE. THANK YOU.


Didn't sleep at all today, so i was awake like.. damn long. And YunShan sms-ed me.
Talked abit and she asked me to her house and i reached at 11.40? Yah luh sooo... She's retarded, LOL! Because ah, i know she's gonna cook for me and she say she went to bathe-.-! *PENG* So okay lah, NICE leh her noodles(: Got 'iloveyou' on it. My god luhh, so sweeeeeet! I was SHOCKED but aiya you all know i don't show emotions one. LOL. I'm like forever FROWNING-.- Okay so we played in her room. LMAO. She told me the pillow fight was the funnest thing she enjoyed after so many days. She suffocated me can!) = I almost died! Heng my phone was beside me, and i dial for some mental hospital number and ask them to carry her off. 10 people came and they can move her! AAAAAHHHHH! LOL. Joking lah! CHEY. She used body slam which i was like... AIYOH AIYOH, FINDING PAPER TO WRITE DOWN MY FINAL WILL. HAHAHA! Kay lah, i got to go already if not that SUMO going to use butt slam or smth on me, I SCAREDDD. No wonder she enjoys the trip to japan^^ LOL. Kay kayyy, training's tomorrow and friendly's on thursdayyy. Goodnight guys(:


PEILINNG: hahahaha, i not long hair monster okay, u monster.

YunShan, YAWN! who wanna notice you!=P HAHAHA. Kay laaaah, iloveyouuu<3

Tzehui, Lol?! No lah, this year guai liao, pon school for whatttt. I find it boring, only sleep at home. Haha! See you soon(:

Zuer, Yah, so good kid right, HAHA! Sms-ing lahhh(: See youuu (;

Izabelle, how bout BALLET instead of BELLE? LOL. Spoon you! =P

Dinah, HAHA jieee, your birthday coming leh. MONSTERRR. ROAR. Lol! You stupid FROG!

Germaine, HAHA. Next time laaah): i nowadays not very free? Got training somemore, and i don't know how to go your school/place! Find me daiji?! 1 ON 1?! HAHAHA. come! i wait for you outside school! I never link oneee, very mafan also. We so loving right! Hahaha, jokinggg(:

JingYuan, haha sure sure sure(: Welcome! Any help, just give me a call=)

Eunice, You are which eunice? Wong or Ng? I think is wong, okay HI. yah, i look so sian sian in school right! Chey!



Ahma emo-ing!): LOL










Yunshan met me this morning! But our PLAN failed! LOL.
Thanks to mum-.-! So from 9am to 5pm? My eyes almost closed in the bus while Yunshan is sleeping soundly with my arms around her. HUMPH..): So we took 66 together, she went home i go ahma house faster sleep liao. HAHA.
Ahhhh, three aunties call me AH BOY again!
Oh yesterday i drank one litre of Daisy milk omg, STOMACH ACHE MAN!
Okay, HAHA. YO YO YO!

And i hope some people out there to fuck off lah hor, don't come anyhow tell people rumours in the end act blur ah? zzz. Only know how to kpkb to people and scold peple FUCKERS. Lame_l_
And hor, don't tell me you never tell people, then how so many people thought i did so? Please take a mirror and look how you look like. Cheap ass-.- What i ask you out and just TO FUCK. Please uh, YOU GIVE ME FOR FREE I ALSO DON'T WANT CAN. Zzz. By doing this doesn't ruin my reputation, is you. Go around tell people somemore, you wanna play? SURE I PLAY WITH YOU TIL THE END!


In case you didn't know, I'll be loving you always and forever. ♥


Loving you makes my heart explode with happiness. ♥
Only you can make my day. ♥
Very sweet smile i ever seen, just from you. ♥
Even though we are apart, my love you will never part. ♥


YunShan, i'll love you till the very end. ♥
Out of my world, i'll die.. ♥
Under the sky, i see you right in my eyes. ♥








Hi peopleeee(:
Yesterday was my one year with Yunshannn.
Happy one year, dear<3
Out with her from morning till night(: It's been so long since i'm so happy:D
I miss you, girl.. I miss the time with you, but it's still you i miss the most.

Training yesterday, Tough? yeah, quite.
Met Yunshan at bridge thereee, then walk walk walk, met L.
School, for training. Started with running court 5 rounds? Then sec 2s run in the field for 10 rounds without stopping, last round need to sprint. Almost died. lol. 3 man wave and lay up, hmmm.. at first still quite okay but later i couldn't really breathe properly. Old already lehhh. lmao. Then went out with Yunshan, until 9 plus almost 10. Didn't blog yesterday cos i was really damn tired. And i over slept today, despite L & Yunshan kept calling, but i was totally like a pig. I wanted to wake up for alot of times but i went back to sleep. haha. Okay lah, i see whether at night got anything to blog?(: Goodbye!^~^


School to find Yunshan. When we're leaving halfway, it started pouring.
69-ed, KFC-ed then 69-ed again to Bedok inter, and i went to find mum cos she's over there shopping cos Yunshan needs to go for some graduation. Mum brought me to buy duriannnn.

Uncle: Ah boy!
Me: *continue to sms Yunshan*
Mum: Huh, you calling her? Is girl.
Uncle:HUH?!, sorry sorry.

Omg-.- I have been recognised as a guy for damn fucking long. And sometimes my mum went crazy and admit that i'm her son. LOL.
There is training tomorrow, don't know whether to go/can go or not.
Scared Jiaolian scold/punish me too. Sighhh...
Anywayyy, hope L can go training lor, then i confirm will be going. hehe.


I felt my love for you, it's not able to be describe just how deep it can be. I held you close in my arms, i kissed you on your cheeks. I want the warmth again, from you. I said i will not let you go, and i mean it. It's been one year together, today our 365 days. No matter what, i want you to be my girl. iloveyunshan♥


Sooo, now is 11th!(:
Nowadays reach home after 12 am, kinda bored leh my life. haizzz..
Due to the suspensionsssss! So i got no school EVERYDAY.
Couldn't sleep nowww, playing with my Haro=DDD
Aaaahhhhh, my tail tail had been cut off)':
Yuuuup, today went back to school to meet Yunshan, but i collected my file and off i go.
Bike-d home(: Met Yunshan under my block again.
Cabbed to Tampines to meet Gillien and T.
Had lunch at Swensens. Played>Chatted>YS took unglams of US):
Mood was totally like fuck, cos someone's mouth is very big.
Yeah, who cares. I'm not so petty. If you aren't my friend, i would have given you one tight slap onto your face i tell you, i hate people betray me.
Ahma house AGAINNNN, then went Geylang with my mum cos she find her friends there. So stayed awhile and i cabbed home.



是我错失的机会...

Tell you why my mood wasn't good?
Before you leave, i was hoping i'll get a kiss from you. But no, you didn't even give when i asked. Wanted to have lunch with you, JUST YOU. No again, you don't want? Find excuses say that today we already had? Fine? I know you're not relying on me anymore lah, it's fine with me.


01: Th person who tag you is ?

Gillien.

02: Your relationship with him/her ?

Good friends? Brother, sister?(:

03: Your third impression(s) of him/her ?

hmmm...
1)Sociable
2)(IRRITATING!!!!!) LOL
3)Chatty?:D

04: Th most memorable thing he/she has ever done

Always follow me to find Yunshan.

05: If he/she becomes your lover , you will

I only got one lover=)

06: If he/she becomes your lover , the thing he/she needs to improve on

-.-

07: If he/she becomes your enemy ?

I'll die in school.

08: What is it you want to tell he/her now

I miss youuu!!!):

09: What is your overall impression of him/her

*all the positive thingSSSS* haha!

10: How do you think people around you think of you ?

Shortttt.

11: The characters you like about yourself ?

Very gay. LOL.

12:For people you care , say something to them

Goodnight(;

Name at least 5 people who u are going to ask to do the quiz!
1)A
2)B
3)C
4)D
5)E


I can't live, if living is without you..
I'm missing you so badly now, but couldn't contact you.
You off your phone, you ignored me. What can i do. I want to tell you how much i missed you, but you didn't gave me the chance. Not even my last chance. But maybe, it's better this way for you. Because you'll not get hurt anymore. And not waste your time on me. As people said, if you really love me, you'll be with me no matter what. Not even because of HER. Now, the problem is you. I want to go through everything with you, but will you? No you don't need me at all. To me, all you need is your family. Please do not reply my message anymore since you don't even need me in your life. And me being inside, is just adding on to your troubles and all. So, take care. Goodbye, my love.


I'm entangled in your life, couldn't get out anymore..


Bitch_l_



Yesterday stayed homeee, School to pass project then ahma houseee.
Stayed over, cos at home also got nothing to do. Damn hot and cold there cannn.
I kana fever then my AHMA know. hehe. LOL.
Stupid Ng Yunshan, stop making me have moodswing lah!
So the next morning(today) went back to school again. Wanted to cycle there, butttt... I FORGOT TO BRING KEYS-.- Back to ahma house cos NO KEY to go home=.=!
So boliao luh me, go school then go back again. Waste my time. BECAUSE OF YOU LAH! HAHAHA.

YOU, i miss you, but my mood wasn't good.. Sorry..

World, why don't you let us be together instead of tearing us apart.
Just because of this small incident and we've got no more chances?
Maybe not the world, but O__ G__ I__
You've the right to stop us from seeing each other, but not us loving each other.
I want to respect you, maybe not now anymore.
No one will like anybody that breaks couple up. I don't know what to do.
But as long as i'm able to contact her, i'm satisfied.
If i can, i want to bring you to another world without themmm..


At home now. So boring, nobody to talk to.
Nobody cares, only her, but i can't really let her go on like this. I can't be such a thick skinned person to cling onto her when i've already promised people. But soon, it'll be over. Just wanna spend the first year, and we'll go our seperate ways.
Maybe it's hard, but she gotta move on. Just ended our convo, heart's aching.

'Trust me, i'll not leave you alone anymore. I'll be there for you. I'll go through thick and thin with you, i trust you'll not repeat any of your mistakes anymore.
Nobody is allowed to give up in this relationship anymore, swear!:)'

You're sweet, but it's seems to be a dream for me. Because nothing's true that comes out from you anymore.


Today, mood totally sucks. Hmmm, ytd too due to some reason yeah.
School, recess, rtc whole day till 3 or 4 plus.
Bastard-.- Can't even attend my maths session thing & training.
Please lah, sec 3 leh you, don't complain say i bully you can-.- I talked to you damn fucking nice and i ask you to leave since everything's over, then you refuses. Now what? Report to rtc say you kana threatened by a sec 2 student? What the hell lah you bitch. Happy now or not? I lost everything, EVERYTHING. The most important things in my life. Now? I'M LEFT WITH NOTHING. Hapy now right? Still fucking dare to ask me what happen? Fuck off lah hor. It's like so damn freaking long ago and yet you wanna rake up. Hey SEC3 girl, wake up please. STOP KICKING UP SUCH A BIG FUSS OVER SMALL THINGS. CAUSING EVERYONE AROUND YOU TO GO COUNSELLING AND GET SUSPENDED. _l_


Went to ahma house once i'm released. Was damn sad/scared/worried/angry when your mum smsed me. While walking back, i was thinking alot. Almost teared when i'm alone. Because of smth i'd promised. But there's no turning back.



And, whoever is not happy with me, confront me. Why? I'm SO troubled already, you want join in is it? Come on, i welcome you. Think because that you're some fuck shit in cca then can 'nag' at me? Sorry but no, if you know me well, you want play hard, i play with you. THIS IS SPECIALLY TO YOU, J. Obvious enough? So smart hor me, in case i kana another bullying case mah. HAHA! Yunshan, you don't apologise to them. We're now no longer that close anymore. I just want Laurencia to be alright, right now.
Gay, i couldn't find you too, contact me soon. Hope you're okay. And sorry for all that i'd done. Brothers forever(:



LOL. Baby, why are you so retarded?



Hey hello hello! My previous post that last sentence is not things that you guys are thinking okay! I will tell you if you ask me lah kay!=D
LOL. Gosh, my mind so clean and yet you all polluted it O.o Somemore one year liao lehhh. zzz.

G! 14, SAC. BASKETBALLERRR


I want HER:D

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