Friday, March 20, 2009
Must she everytime hurt me?Must she everytime mention her name?Must she everytime put her as first in her heart?Must she everytime think of her?Must she keep on telling me stuffs bout her?Yes she must, she won't stop it. She never will, because i think, she's always inside her damn heart. And i don't think anymore spaces are left for me. She don't observe me,she kept telling me things bout her only.I can tell you, you'll make me hate you, one day. Sorry to say that, but i think i can't take it anymore.I wasn't feeling well, even before training. She don't care much, she don't have me as the first inside her heart 'anymore'.
Maybe, because i didn't tell anyone. i thought i'll be fine after training.I knew i'm going to have fever, because of my eyes. And the way i am, because i gets tired easily, because every single bone of mine is aching like hell.
So training finally ended, left school after 7 pm, send her to inter then buy dinner for mummy. I got no energy to walk home, i rest awhile at my house nearby. A feeling like as though i'm gonna faint soon, (LOL) Because i got no more strength to walk. Finally reached home and found out my temperature was 38.0 So i had 2 panadols, couldn't even rest because my stupid dog kept jumping onto my stomach then almost vomitted): Mum went ahma house awhile, so i was at home alone. Took care of myself. Lol. I am T.I.R.E.D... I hate today. i hate my eyes now-.-! Cos fever makes my eyes swollen. Sigh.. Kay lah, nothing else to blog anymore. YAY, mum's back!
Night (:
everything comes to an end at 11:59 PM.