Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Yesterdayyy:D
Happy 14th month<3
Hee. We went to BestBestQuality(?) Chicken for lunch.
Shopped!
She bought me a top from Adidas! YAY!
I just realised, she is a normal girl too!
She shop for kinda long, and she tried clothes even longer!
So we went to Down Town,
Then rent bike from workplace,
cycled to the beach and rest.
So we went cycling awhile and went back!
Dinner-ed, went homeee!
Thank you for everything(;
Basketball, basketball.
What can i do?
i tried to prevent my heart from aching again.
I gave you my paper instead of keeping for myself.
Just because of what.
What if i want you to quit that damn fuck shit.
You will, but you won't be happy.
I don't do that too.
Trainings again, i couldn't attend and i have to think so much fuck.
So what if i tell you i'm sad, you can comfort.
But not mend the wound.
So what if i want just your heart.
You're able to give, but not totally.
all i want is just a thing that you can prove.
F.A.I.T.H.F.U.L.N.E.S.S
Are you able to give me that now?
No. you're not.
I do not care whether i do smile or look at girls right now.
Because we dont seems to care anymore.
Once you cut through my heart, i'm sorry i'm not able to trust you anymore.
There are alot of things i wanna know and ask.
I tried not to, just in case i will be upset.
Please, spare a thought for me.
Why are you messaging her once you end your paper instead of me?
I'm staying in school just to wait for you to have your recess.
In the end i just found out smth that really breaks my heart.
Would you like it if i'm in a same cca as this girl, and i'm always talking to her.
Yet i gave you an excuse, IS OUR CCA.
how would you feel.
i'm really really gonna give up soon, i don't want myself to always think about all this things during my exams,
and affect my studies.
And i'm not even good in studying.
Do you know how much i feel like just giving you a slap.
And fight the hell out with her in the canteen.
Just for you? why am i even doing this when you don't care about my feelings.
if you'd read all this, don't talk to me about it.
I seriously, don't want to say any further.
everything comes to an end at 7:12 PM.
