Sunday, August 2, 2009
Awaiting for your message,
to start a conversation.
to ask me if i'm free.
to ask me out.
I wait, alone at home. Not going out in case you're willing to meet me.
Till i couldn't wait anymore, i text you. You took kinda long to reply.
And you didnt intend to reply me, i know.
Okay, i tried asking you out. The answer straight away was No thanks.
I know i hurt you so much. That you're even scared of me now i think.
But i already tried ignoring you during training.
I text you again, i thought you would wait for it to end. Instead, you went back.
Tell me straight then, i don't wanna have anymore false hope.
Whats that hug and kiss for, since you'd already given up.
I am a flirt, i know. But its not easy to get over you.
Do you even know how deeply i fall for you.
I miss you terribly.
Always hoping for your messages, to meet me.
The best solution for me not to think, is to be with you like that night.
Which, i know it'll never come again.
You'd changed, even more than i thought.
everything comes to an end at 12:40 PM.